this_is_me bzzmel beep. 020327 ... yummyC meep 020327 ... silentbob this_is_me_blowing_you_off 020327 ... girl_jane This is me-you can have your opinion... 020327 ... reitoei   020328 ... no reason Don't think you know me from judgments you're so hasty to make Add up your shallow attempts at wisdom that conjure nothing but a mistake Allow your empty eyes to wander see all the nothing they choose to see But don't conclude and accuse me of wavering on the brink of invisibility So eager to know the depths of this mask you trace the shape and outline alone Take a bit longer Peer a bit further Remove the stifling mask of your own There's light in the shadow Music in the silence you have so deemed in me to be true It's all that is hiding It's all you can't see Since first you must find it in you 020331 ... britney spheres grat yams fall from the mouth of the conquistador whose head occupies the sky. 020407 ... sabbie you have no right to who i am 020407 ... britney spheres i don't even like pepsi. 020407 ... blown cherry not caring whether I spend the night with you or not. This is me saying, "yeah, it's good to be around you, but if I'm not then that's fine too." This is me not being dependant on you. This is me not suffocating you. This is me doing this the only way I can, it's one extreme or the other. This is me not letting you treat me like this, not letting you cast aside our snippets of togetherness like this when it's all we have right now. This is me not letting you treat me like we're living together, because we're not. This is me giving you the space you crave. This is me not being a burden on you. This is me being so tired I'm apathetic. This is me protecting myself from the time when you throw me out of your life so you can breath again. This is me letting you be, the way you want to be. 030226 ... Nina Georaldi Oh, well then fine. Thank you. 040214 ... notme noooooooooooooo! not again! 040214 ... oneiros you walked in without warning, you saw me naked then you saw it, and i was embarrassed before i had the chance to say anything you'd left i hadn't thought you'd've gotten so upset, i forgot you were insecure its been a week and you only call me when your drunk i don't know what to do 041212 ... slothisily this_is_not_me 041212 ... Christine Always trying to evolve in a more meaningful direction yet always getting caught up in the reality in this all. 050307 ... Sintina This is me: People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered. Love them anyway. If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives. Do good anyway. If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway. The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable. Be honest and frank anyway. The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest men and women with the smallest minds. Think big anyway. People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs. Fight for a few underdogs anyway. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway. People really need help but may attack you if you do help them. Help people anyway. Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth. Give the world the best you have anyway. This is me. Anyone that can't handle it can leave. No. That's not true. I may get annoyed with you all -you nay-sayers- from time to time, because you don't respect my world view. You think it a waste of time and energy. You think it futile. I may get annoyed and feel as though you don't appreciate or love me for who I am and what I do. But I forgive you. And I'm sorry I got annoyed with you at all. This is me. I love you. 051027 ... anne-girl . 051027 what's it to you? who go blather from