vicodin_withdrawal trixie has anyone already gone through this and succeeded and is now okay? i've been at zero for weeks now but i still feel it... help me, this really sucks and its all coming through my skin at this point so its really not pretty... ya some support/feedback would be nice. 030611 ... x hahahahaha 030611 ... x oh, btw, my advice is always wait and suffer... it'll be over eventually 030611 ... god http://www.medhelp.org/forums/addiction/messages/31745a.html 030611 ... trixie thank you god. 030611 ... silentbob poinsetta poison rain 030611 ... endless desire hmm i was addicted to IB profen for a while. . .but that's not exactly the same. i did get some freakin bad headaches getting over it though. umm ok, support for trixie. yay trixie! down with vicodin. you can make it through this. um yeah. yay. down with vicodin. mao would want you to stop. was that in any way encouraging? 030612 ... unhinged i had a dream probably about an hour ago. i was at a show and it felt huge. there seemed to be a huge crowd and you seemed to be playing on a huge stage. the performance was going really well. i was having fun with a bunch of my friends. i wasn't standing directly in front like i used to but a few rows back like i have now grown accustomed to. in between songs, i shouted while it was really still and quiet and he said 'hey nicole. what's up?' from the stage. i looked off to my left and there you were and you looked at me and said 'i'm hurting babe' and turned around. i pushed through the crowd to get next to you and when i got there you turned to me and smiled. you turned to me with this weird smile on your face and said 'i think i have a problem' and i said 'i'm glad you finally realized that' and you looked at me with this half-shocked look on your face and began to nod your head. it was like you were trying to figure out in your head how long i had thought you had a problem. he was talking to the audience between songs like he does sometimes and as he paused between sentences i blurted out 'why don't you just rock already?' and he stopped his story in mid-telling and started to count off '1-2-3-4' and i looked up on stage and there you were playing and i looked next to me and there you were standing and listening. i looked again and there you were in your girls pants with your black hair looking out at the crowd behind me. i looked again and there you were next to me in big baggy jeans, bald-headed, the way you used to be. and then he started singing 'you know you're down when you count the friends you have but you only use one hand honey...' storm; and then i woke up. oxys 030612 ... trixie Thank you endless desire!! I joined a yahoo group too so that should be... helpful... I'm so glad everybody must get stoned just came on the radio... haha anyway, ya oxys are bad things. I'm totally off now but it just sucks because I'm still having "withdrawal issues" like not sleeping at night and then being a ghost during the day, fun! and also having leg pains... these people on yahoo said it was fairly normal to have that. Don't know why but okay... The yahoo group is called Oxy Heads if anyone is interested. It has the most members... And these freaking drugs do make you have bizzzarro dreams! very vivid for better or worse... last night i was flying over a farm so that was a good vivid... I've also fallen down the subway stairs... bad vivid. 030612 what's it to you? who go blather from