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unhinged running from job to job city to city girl to girl wont solve your problems. ive been spending years of my life investing sincere effort in cultivating stillness.

the surest way to conquer fear is to stop and face it. i wanted to stand next to you and help you do that. if you didnt see a deeper future in that we dont have to stay just_friends

hell no
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unhinged sometimes i'm still bitter. most times, i can acknowledge that you were right and compassionately wish you are doing better.


thank you for dumping me when you did. i ended up meeting a wonderful man the day i wrote this blathe and about a month later we started dating. we have been happy ever_since . he values my feelings and is attracted to my brain. i appreciate the way he will readily admit when he is wrong and apologize. i am attracted to his directness and his smile. we are happy.

i hope you are too. but something is telling me that you dont need or want to know the details. i keep them to myself and give my hopes for you to the universe.
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daf What? No chart request?

Congratulations..I hope this one lasts for you. So tired of watching your heart break, do0d.
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unhinged he won't tell me his birthday but i do know he is a late november sagitarrius (sp)

by most accounts he is a pretty solid sag. direct almost to the point of being an asshole, likes to travel, likes to party, likes to be at the center of things. he is a project manager. he brings reason to my emotionality but doesnt dismiss my feelings.

while it might be a little weird that the several times i've asked, he won't tell me how old he is or the date of his birthday for the most part it doesn't matter. the astrology geek in me would like to know the details, but my heart knows he would take care of me like he takes care of everything and everyone else.


i left him a romantic card with an insert of some handwritten blathes to find when i wasn't around the other day. when he came to get me that night he was smiling ear to ear and told me he had read it several times that day at work. any man that stays around after i show him my heart is a keeper in my book.
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daf That made me tear up and I had to start killing witnesses and shit. I hope he stays worth it. You deserve some goodness in the romance department for a change instead of fickle little boys in adult bodies. You're the keeper and motherfuckers need to start recognizing. (Sorry I've been hanging out south of 8 mile lately.) 140424
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unhinged he spent his adolescence in detroit


if anything, my card has strengthened us. so far so good
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unhinged thank you for not attempting to speak to me on the bus this morning. i was already in a bad place. picking scabs off old wounds wasnt on the list at 8am today. 150117
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