to_brad
unhinged
running
from
job
to
job
city
to
city
girl
to
girl
wont
solve
your
problems
.
ive
been
spending
years
of
my
life
investing
sincere
effort
in
cultivating
stillness
.
the
surest
way
to
conquer
fear
is
to
stop
and
face
it
.
i
wanted
to
stand
next
to
you
and
help
you
do
that
.
if
you
didnt
see
a
deeper
future
in
that
we
dont
have
to
stay
just_friends
hell
no
140103
...
unhinged
sometimes
i'm
still
bitter
.
most
times
,
i
can
acknowledge
that
you
were
right
and
compassionately
wish
you
are
doing
better
.
thank
you
for
dumping
me
when
you
did
.
i
ended
up
meeting
a
wonderful
man
the
day
i
wrote
this
blathe
and
about
a
month
later
we
started
dating
.
we
have
been
happy
ever_since .
he
values
my
feelings
and
is
attracted
to
my
brain
.
i
appreciate
the
way
he
will
readily
admit
when
he
is
wrong
and
apologize
.
i
am
attracted
to
his
directness
and
his
smile
.
we
are
happy
.
i
hope
you
are
too
.
but
something
is
telling
me
that
you
dont
need
or
want
to
know
the
details
.
i
keep
them
to
myself
and
give
my
hopes
for
you
to
the
universe
.
140423
...
daf
What
?
No
chart
request
?
Congratulations
..I
hope
this
one
lasts
for
you
.
So
tired
of
watching
your
heart
break
,
do0d
.
140423
...
unhinged
he
won't
tell
me
his
birthday
but
i
do
know
he
is
a
late
november
sagitarrius (sp)
by
most
accounts
he
is
a
pretty
solid
sag.
direct
almost
to
the
point
of
being
an
asshole
,
likes
to
travel
,
likes
to
party
,
likes
to
be
at
the
center
of
things
.
he
is
a
project
manager
.
he
brings
reason
to
my
emotionality
but
doesnt
dismiss
my
feelings
.
while
it
might
be
a
little
weird
that
the
several
times
i've
asked
,
he
won't
tell
me
how
old
he
is
or
the
date
of
his
birthday
for
the
most
part
it
doesn't
matter
.
the
astrology
geek
in
me
would
like
to
know
the
details
,
but
my
heart
knows
he
would
take
care
of
me
like
he
takes
care
of
everything
and
everyone
else
.
i
left
him
a
romantic
card
with
an
insert
of
some
handwritten
blathes
to
find
when
i
wasn't
around
the
other
day
.
when
he
came
to
get
me
that
night
he
was
smiling
ear
to
ear
and
told
me
he
had
read
it
several
times
that
day
at
work
.
any
man
that
stays
around
after
i
show
him
my
heart
is
a
keeper
in
my
book
.
140423
...
daf
That
made
me
tear
up
and
I
had
to
start
killing
witnesses
and
shit
.
I
hope
he
stays
worth
it
.
You
deserve
some
goodness
in
the
romance
department
for
a
change
instead
of
fickle
little
boys
in
adult
bodies
.
You're
the
keeper
and
motherfuckers
need
to
start
recognizing. (
Sorry
I've
been
hanging
out
south
of
8
mile
lately
.)
140424
...
unhinged
he
spent
his
adolescence
in
detroit
if
anything
,
my
card
has
strengthened
us
.
so
far
so
good
140424
...
unhinged
thank
you
for
not
attempting
to
speak
to
me
on
the
bus
this
morning
.
i
was
already
in
a
bad
place
.
picking
scabs
off
old
wounds
wasnt
on
the
list
at
8am
today
.
150117
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from