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ClairE No, don't listen to Linda Ronstadt. (Or Karla Bonoff.) I_am_here. 020108
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Nathan88 i wish u were here beside me...i felt like u had so much more to say but were too worried about gettin home to find the right words...im sorry if whati said hurt you i guess i just dont understand...sorry that i think about things too much perhaps i should just listen and not say what it is i am thinkin, would that avoid your sadness? 021227
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stupid It's very nice of you to say pleasant things about me even when I'm not around. Well, the snow is melting and I best be going now. I'm madly in love with you, and all, or didn't you know that.

I know you'd never be interested in me, as anything other than a friend and such, but if you'll be my body guard, I can be your long lost pal. And I can call you Betty, and Betty, when you call me, you can call me Al.
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fall of a sparrow nope. 030516
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BigGlen The green dress you wore today has a zipper that goes nearly all the way down. I always liked a girl that dressed that neat and the both of you provided a smile. you and the dress. smiles. my love for you smiles back. In all due respect. As love is respectful. of you and the dress. Tracy please wear it forever. Like Love. 030806
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unhinged and maybe that's why i can't let_go . not so much that i have to 'learn_to_love_yourself_first' but that he held me when i slept, acid tears scratching his skin, a voice to ask 'what's wrong babe?' but it scared him. i scared him. even if for only a month, it lasted in me til round about now. i need a new person to lay down beside me in my thin hard bed. without powder , without ache, without need, but a soul. matching eyes. a dream_guardian for me. for me; something for me. this is the last winter we will all be together. at this time next year, things will be harder. i need something for me. 040102
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Carefull Now unhinged, i would gladly hold the loneliness and terrors of singledom away from your mind and heart.

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unhinged where are you people in real life?!

damn_doubledamn
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alive_now i've been wishing this more and more each night. 040629
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next to Nobody 050606
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no reason i keep resisting you because it's what's needed right now, but these things are the hardest to resist. 050606
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megan i'm gonna lose it if i don't calm down

i need you like i need air
do you know that feeling? have you ever felt that?
i need you and i need to know that you love and need me as well
and i'm driving you away
and i hate hate hate myself for it
it feels like a spiral downhill sometimes
i don't know how to be me anymore
except the night i came home
it was me
then that silly little comment had to go and knock me off my feet
but then you came and saw me unexpectedly and i said to myself, see-- he does need you. he wouldnt come if he didn't
but when i brought it up i had that same downward spiral feeling again
another wedge
because i brought it up
and you've talked with them about it
and they know about me
they know my type
katy even knew when i was that way with her

i wish i had something other than sorry to say
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