i_am_here Rhin Damn this MSN! It keeps fucking up! Where are you? 010101 ... Barrett MSN sucks! 010101 ... Rhin is anybody out there? 010101 ... Rhin I must speak with you!!! *Rhin pouts & stomps foot* 010101 ... Rhin Damn MSN again! Anyway, I'm here! 010101 ... birdmad i am here you_are_there and that's a problem 010102 ... unhinged but i wish i wasn't and your voice is coming from far away as i watch you in the reflective surfaces of the window transfixed at what could be not real because i didn't want to believe it_was_real you were gone forever with him and it hurt me because everything between us was just a joke a desparate mindfuck for attention and you wonder why he askes you to cheat on your boyfriend with him and when you refuse he calls you a cock_tease because you divide everyone you know into two categories: those to be teased and those to give it up to i_am_here for the last time as an unhurt unconditional friend i don't operate well under conditions like that 020102 ... ClairE Wherever here may be. Walk towards me. Don't talk. Put your head on my shoulder. 020107 ... phace i am here, to die. im drowning with only my breaking point left to hold onto. And it is made of ice. and melting fast 020107 ... Syrope but am desperately trying to escape to another "here" 020325 ... fallen hero i am here my mind is everywhere but i could move if i had the chance but i did and i only fool myself need to focus if i had the strength of mind to escape the words slip away and i'm amazed 020325 ... matrui wrapped up in papery butterfly wings so airy it can be hard to tell if such thin material can hold life folded up like mangled origami keeping that life held organ hidden like a ground trapping spider 030122 ... no one and i ache everywhere i think i slept for all of a half hour squeaking floors and yowling cats but mostly my heart racing aching 030122 ... Deomis But I can never be "there" Where I want to be For I am forever "here" 040509 ... ethereal I am not. 040509 ... kyree whether you notice or not. 050617 ... a chaotic gift to idealism and will always be. 050617 ... Doar And I will always be here, 100717 ... . and I listen.... 478-9668 100815 ... the gwate piwate woberts but soon YOU WILL NOT BE HERE has come for your SOULLLLLS 100816 what's it to you? who go blather from