damn_doubledamn unhinged stupid shit i need some blather time. my words in my mind have been reduced to tiny little yelps that communicate nothing intelligble. hours of insomnia induced by nothing but rage and no drugs to turn it off. hate. one of my old familiar friends. but it truly does take up so much energy. i need you blather. i will find you again. 040302 ... is it french? damn_doubledamn! i need you too, blather. so much drama-- your the only solution for the blather in my head! 040302 ... unhinged another page of testament as to why i dropped out of grad_school 081013 what's it to you? who go blather from