say_goodbye
kill rhythm So here we are tonight
You and me together
The storm outside, the fire is bright
And in your eyes I see
What's on my mind
You've got me wild
Turned around inside
And then desire, see, is creeping
Up heavy inside here
And know you feel the same way
I do now
Now let's make this an evening
Lovers for a night, lovers for tonight
Stay here with me, love, tonight
Just for an evening
When we make
Our passion pictures
You and me twist up
Secret creatures
And we'll stay here
Tomorrow go back to being friends

Go back to being friends
But tonight let's be lovers,
We kiss and sweat
We'll turn this better thing
To the best
Of all we can offer, Just a rogue kiss
Tangled tongues and lips,
See me this way
I'm turning and turning for you
Girl just tonight

Float away here with me
An evening just wait and see
But tomorrow go back to your man
I'm back to my world
And we're back to being friends
Wait and see me,
Tonight let's do this thing
All we are is wasting hours until the sun comes, it's all ours
On our way here
Tomorrow go back to being friends

Go back to being friends
Tonight let's be lovers, say you will
And hear me call, soft-spoken whispering love
A thing or two I have to say here
Tonight let's go all the way then
Love I'll see you,
Just for this evening
Let's strip down, trip out at this
One evening starts with a kiss
Run away

And tomorrow
back to being friends
Lovers...love...lovers
Just for tonight, one night...love you
And tomorrow say goodbye
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jevad yessss dave matthews rocks my world.

so there you stand wondering why
what's the purpose of this
indiscretion that I advise
well, I'd say well, this one thing:
what if oh, what if all the rollercoaster makes you swing
just for this same thing
give a dare
give a dare
play with fate for tonight.
You and I
could go deep, deep, deep
inside and wait
wait ... this place
two ... trusting just this
no agreement for days to come
but tonight, oh call it fun
and when we roll, sweat, lick and kisses,
tonight wait awhile
and then we lay again
and you go home
and I go home as friends.

~10/30/93
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Annie111 Without the constraints of the world
You know, education, friends, family, money. I could run away. We could run away.

Do you like that little house beside the lake with fir trees and old floor boards? I can see where we would hang the hammock and where the broom would lean after I had swept the porch of dust.

I'll pack up the wagon, let's move westward under the sinking sun. Would you be brave enough to be a cowboy? Nights and days so long that the dirt becomes a part of your skin; the moon our only constant.


Instead I guess I'll just sit here, and work, and maintain the charade. Find a skinny boyfriend who wears khakis. And while you fuck her, she can pretend that you love her the way that you once loved me.


Isn't that the way these things always turn out?

Turn away from me now and you will realize what you lost, what you hurt, what part of me you destroyed. I relish the day I will be able to see that in your eyes.



What I relish most from you are your regrets.
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unhinged in my heart
the last time was too final
and now i'm afraid
that it really was goodbye
i'm not so good with goodbye
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hello hello you say goodbye
and i say hello
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porkypig The-the-the-thatz all Folks! 080513
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puffle excwuse me, why is you wearing a mask then?

i said hello, why are you so rude in the pub?

is you cultural?
080513
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