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had this revelation, like I knew it was all going to be okay. I didn't care that I might lose my job, that the economy sucks ass, that I'm single and a freak, that I have a half-wit frat-boy running my country, that we're about to get immired in a jihad blood bath, that the world is a one dimensional corporate orgy glossed over by sex, hollywood, and christianity, that the girls don't like me when I want them to and do like me when I don't, that my brain is addicted to poison, and my soul is twisted beyond repair and rarely feels hope or joy. Yep, for a moment I didn't care about all of that one bit. I wanted to take control, clean up my act, and work at being a better person, to live one day at a time, spread love and light through optimism and integrity, and to find peace in myself and the world and enjoy life as a process, not a means to an unobtainable end.
that moment lasted about 9 seconds.
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monadh
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stop pause wait a second hold on
don't let this moment cease
a smile is a treasure the soul keeps
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* What's_Reality *
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these moments have come to me when i'm screaming in agony, when i can't breath, every part of my body is being torn apart, and have become numb to everything but the motion of me and the repeating words.
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Yeah - I get that. When I get to the bottom of me... I ..ah my soul just gets sick of the stagnant air stream that keeps polluting it, my self-talk. When I'm out of tears, or at some point during my silently anguished prayer/soliloquy or woe is me why god diatribe something breaks softly w/in and there is this wordless knowledge, this certainty this hope that things can be different, things will be different and I want to hold on to that mind set but it eventually evaporates.
So...maybe cultivating a relationship with your creator as you see Him/her is not such a bad idea..i mean at least if we get too far astray lost in our thrashing heasrts our life line gently pulls us back, Love will only LET you get so far from it.
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oldephebe
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Some of my more recent/current experiences pretty much challenged my to forage or carve OUT my own place of peace in the midst of chaos, in the midst of anothers well intentioned spite and or torment. What doesn't kill you sure does make you stronger.
Damn straight!
I'm gon' BE here long as YOU are deah.
Sho' nuff.
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birdmad
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the problem with moments of peace is the lull they inflict in our defenses.
belief is the way of the innocent
but when i say innocent,
i should say "naive"
(lie_to_me)
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what's it to you?
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