fathers_day moonshine Here and i m wearing underclothes. Its more selfish then it gets. Happy fathers day. Yeah? well its 1:37 and your asleep maybe I Should call mortuary and leave a message for you like I always did.. I remeber you planted a camilia bush in the back yard. And just sometimes out of the flowers that grew white, one would grow all pink and i d steal it away and take it to her. Then we sold the house and I still crawl over the fence and steal all the flowers when no one was home. Then they ripped the bush out, they had no clue..what trivial things mean so much. 000618 ... MollyGoLightly Well, it's that time of year again, kids. Mine was here today. For the first Father's Day in 12 years (considering how short my life has been, that's quite a while). We went to lunch. I told him about getting to drunk and throwing up. It was sort of uncomfortable. 000618 ... grendel a listening excercise in the diverity training course: to sit and listen without making eye contact or any body language she said she is nervous about seeing her father again for the first time in many years, at first she tried to be stoic she had told me about it before about promises made and not kept she seemed ambivalent at first, but now the prospect of it rattled her. part of me wanted to tell her to be glad she still has one. Not that mine would much approve of me were he still alive 000618 ... birdmad title of a godawful film starring billy crystal and robin williams...eeeeechh! i like them both, but that movie was utter crap 000618 ... youlanda my father is here today. we sat down to dinner and he was like, bare your soul to me, and i blew up a little bit. and so i told him about how everything is changing, and how i want him to leave me alone... time sorta stopped and i didn't know if this was a good thing or a bad thing, but my heart started beating again. it'll be okay, i think. 000619 ... grasshopper I've only seen my father once in my life, when I was 19. We talk sometimes on the net. I sent him a web card for Father's Day, but I also bought him a card to send him in the mail. It says, "I'm glad we're friends! Happy Father's Day!" and has a frog and a ladybug on it. The frog is fishing for some reason. I love my dad. He's coming to see me again in July. 000619 ... lizbet last year... mid-afternoon... father's day... grocery store, card section... i was on my cell phone talkin to someone... i don't even remember who... lookin through the cards that were so cheesy no one else had bought them yet..... and i said to the person on the phone "why don't they make a card that says "Dad, you're an asshole... but happy father's day"? and the people in the aisle all decided to tell me that they would buy one..... This year he is going to the Jackson Browne concert with my in-laws... hubby and i bought him a card that has two stickers... god awful shiney stickers.. on the inside that say "my kid loves me" and "my kid-in-law loves me" i told him i would be offended if he didn't wear them to the concert... ~grin~ 040620 what's it to you? who go blather from