sabotage 16 ~ The Tower So, things were not as they seemed! The dispellation of these illusions, the walls crumbling around you, your city, sacked by marauders, raided, plundered, sacked. And who was it that summoned them? Your finger points... to yourself! 070106 ... . who are you? 070106 ... the awful truth helll yes BLAM awaken to the mind! awaken to the clocks, man, awaken to the times open up your eyes, and try to realize, the sadness in the sighs, the hunger in their eyes. BANG the truth'll help you breathe everything you've known, and everything you've seen? all the dreams of rocking out or starring on that silver screen all the dreams of fortune and a life within the bubble they're all concentric circles like the ripples in the puddle LOST in the labyrinth every dead end telling you the One Way to Live every wall's twelve feet, every hall's empty, you're walking and you're hoping for just another Soul to Squeeze TRUTH: We can't make it alone. Man was not created to be always In the Zone. and i dont wanna struggle just to have a happy home if being in that home means going it alone. WAIT I dont wanna break for lunch in a cafeteria Watching window washers the picture comes clearer I'd give anything to just trade places and sit outside and look at the glass faces But they'd give anything to make some cash And not spend all day scrubbing dirty glass SAFE you got the peace of mind you got the ease of time to put the past behind feeling good and all it took is exactly what you always thought it would: you did exactly what you always knew you should what they told you was impossible but you knew you could SAY IT: I don't wanna go alone. I love my friends and family a lot more than i love my home. I don't need these clothes man, as you rip them from your chest, I just wanna be alive tonight That would be the best I just wanna be with you, brother, and sing another song But that's the One Way to Live. and I know I ain't wrong. 070107 ... Soma I know it was me All my fault looking back i dont know why the hell i did it i was only ever hurting myself of course ive always liked a bit of pain in a twisted way i think this is what i deserve this is what i get this is what i am worth worthless failure of a person i'll curl up in to corners so dark you won't even see and maybe you'll forget and i'll pass out of your life like the unpleasant memory i am and you won't have to be ashamed of ever knowing me or giving birth to me slipping away so quietly i've only ever sabotaged myself 090811 ... unhinged standing_sabotage 090812 what's it to you? who go blather from