i'll_pick_my_own_scabs_thank_you_very_much
birdmad
waving
the
one
finger
salute
at
the
blatherpsychiatrist
...
keeeeee-fucking-rist!
someone
takes
psych
101
and
suddenly
we
are
all
sick
little
monkeys
...we
know
who
and
what
we
are
...can
you
say
the
same
?...i
may
hate
my
reflection
in
the
mirror
but
i
do
not
flinch
at
it
...can
you
say
the
same
?
i
hide
in
my
shadow
,
not
from
it
...can
you
say
the
same
?
how
exaggerated
are
the
remnants
of
Cheryl's ornate razorwork
in
my
chest
...my
own
work
on
my
wrist
and
face
...yeah
it's
stupid
and
insane
,
but
i
chose
it
becasue
at
the
time
i
was
stupid
and
insane
...sixty
plus
hours
of
withdrawal
when
i
kicked hte opiates...i
still
wake
from
nightmares
of
that
weekend
sometimes
...and
no
,
i
don't
think
i'm
being
at
all
touchy
about
this
...
but
it'd
sure
be
nice
if
people
bothered
to
get
their
fucking
facts
straight
before
shoveling
up
a
bunch
of
ad hominem
bullshit
that
they
picked
up
either
in
a
first
year
psych
class
or
a
second
year
communications
class
...
i
took
that
INTP
/ENTJ
whatever
fucking
alphabet
soup
test
eleven
years
ago
...i
didn't
think
it
made
me
sigmund
fucking
freud
...
i
wish
i
was
exaggerating
about
the
eight
years
i
spent
watching
my
parents
take
their
respective
turns
dying
of
cancer
....
ever
cleaned
a
bedsore?
ever
changed
post
operative
bandage
?
has
the
vast
majority
of
your
sex
life
been
tied
up
in
meaningless
flings
and
have
each
of
the
ones
you
thought
was
"
The
right
one
"
ditched
you
at
the
moment
of
truth
?
i
wish
i
was
exaggerating
but
there
are
worse
things
that
i
will
never
discuss
even
as
confessional
as
i
have
been
so
far
.
because
it's
not
for
you
to
know
...maybe
none
of
it
was
,
but
since
i'm
never
setting
foot
in
a
church
again
i
felt
the
need
to
unburden
it
here
trust
one
thing
:
every
scar
and
neurosis
i
have
bared
to
the
readers
in
our
little
blue
sea
of
words
has
been
very
real
the
fear
you
see
now
is
born
of
regret
which
was
born
of
experience
blathercriticisms
my
arse
000905
...
klairchen
Shall
I
place
in
your
hands
the
bar
of
soap
so
that
you
can
put
it
to
test
on
this
blatherpsychiatrist
?
000905
...
multiple species of birds
there_is_no_true_vision
but
if
they
look
in
my
eyes
they
may
see
some
scary
shit
they're
coming
to
take
me
away
haha
they're
coming
to
take
me
away
hoho
heehee
haha
to
the
funny
farm
where
life
is
beautiful
all
the
time
and
i'll
be
happy
to
see
those
little
punks
in
their
clean
white
coats
and
basketweavers
who
sit
and
smile
and
twiddle
their
thumbs
and
toes
and
they're
coming
to
take
me
away
haha
!
ADHS
State
Hospital
24th
street
and
Van
Buren
thorazine
in
the
house
ever
bribed
a
pharmacist
???
000905
...
daxle
I
forgot
to
mention
thorazine
on
bands
I
saw
(
they
were
horrible
)
000906
...
unhinged
i
don't
trust
you
with
my
secrets
anymore
everytime
you
got
mad
at
me
you
went
right
for
the
fleshy
parts
and
i
don't
deserve
that
after
all
i
didn't
say
bye
little
felon
take
it
easy
i
hope
you
find
a
happy
ending
to
your
story
someday
110519
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go
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