burning_bridges sab everywhere i look burning bridges everywhere i go burning bridges each time i take a breath each time i take a step each time i take a stand im going to burn my whole world down 031026 ... pipedream its a strange exhiliration to burn bridges....strange freedom when you consciously do it. i did, and it was wonderful and weird and a very unique feeling. first-time experiences burn themselves into your brain because they're the ones you remember...your first steps or first book are your parents indelible memories, but your firsts are yours entirely...i try to capture every moment of a first and preserve it any way i can...in my head, on paper, whatever, so i can look back and remember how it felt with the same feeling i did then. i could go on, but i have to give my grandmother her medicine. later. 031027 ... phil burns the ones ahead of you too. 031027 ... Strideo burning bridges made of stone . . . ... 031028 ... her royal highness the quirk last time i was home my mom asked me what i'm going to do when you come crawling back to make amends. i honestly hadn't thought of the possibility. i still don't think it's ever going to happen. but if it does my plan is ready. i will simply say that you've gone too far. that you have ripped any kind of trust i ever had in you to shreds. that you have opened my eyes to things that i suppose were always there but either i didn't know they existed or we never wanted to talk about them. and while i'm saying those things, while i have a hardened expression and a pointing finger, you won't know that i've crumbled to pieces inside. you won't know that all this has made me reevaluate everything about myself. you won't know that i you're right and i was a horrible friend but didn't want to see it or admit it. you won't know that it's eating away at me. you won't know that i listen to those cds you made me over and over. you won't know that ive lost weight since christmas because food tastes like charred cardboard. you won't know that out of habit i've double clicked on your screen name, anxious to tell you about how alone i feel so you can tell me that you're still there. you won't know that i wait until everybody's gone before i cry. you won't know that my newfound obsession with long showers isn't so that i'm extra clean. it's so the sound of the shower is louder than my own sobs. you won't know 040217 ... sab jsut traps your arse is quoting agian 050722 ... Doar and napalming forests. 050722 ... rage 'we'll make it out of here tonight' 050723 ... stork daddy we'll burn that bridge when we cross it. 050723 ... unhinged elliott_smith 'burning every bridge that i cross to find some beautiful place to get lost' 050724 ... akuma aoi all i know is this: if someone decides to burn a bridge while i'm still trying to cross it, they've got no right to turn around and blame me for being all sooty, charred around the edges and wet as a result. 050725 ... jane it's all water under the burning bridge 050725 what's it to you? who go blather from