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typhoid a mantra is not being properly said if one knows one is saying it 000615
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jennifer angela tells her mom:
"find your center, mom."

just breathe
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grendel because i'm good enough, i'm smart enough and goddammit, it doesn't make any difference at all 001123
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unhinged MANTRA OF LOVE

I will conquer these fears
I will become the ground
that carries you
I will forget these days
sometime
even when my blade fails me
I will carry you with me
when all the memories flood me
I will bring you home
9/21/00

i gave this to noah; i couldn't tell his reaction. i don't think he threw it away though.
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misstree if i don't read it,
it isn't there.

if i don't read it,
it isn't there.

if i don't read it,
it isn't there.

but the funky smell keeps breaking me out of the nice blue trance.
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fucked once too often anger and pain are my friends
anger and pain are my friends
anger and pain are my friends
anger and pain are my friends
anger and pain are my friends
anger and pain are my friends

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no reason Q: Are the drones from Manta from the first n64 version of Zelda?
A: No. As Iíve said before, the drones come from a good friend of Maynardís - a blue-eyed, mischievous friend.
BMB
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DannyH God grant me the serenity to kill with a smile...
and a mop to clean up with afterwards.
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just a 5 kind of person I dont need you anymore
I dont need you anymore
I dont need you any
more
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jeff buckley feel no shame for what you are
feel no shame for what you are
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the patient i_must_keep_reminding_myself_of_this 030116
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littleidiot maynard's cat??? 030117
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margadant11 I have a Professor of history named Maynard... dead serious. 030117
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Farool When you cry, or at least when I do, it seems like I sob over a certain phrase, in and out with each breath. Every sound from my throat is a pathetic croak of that certain phrase. When you're just finished crying it's like a mantra, a constant reminder of who and where you are. For example, a couple months ago it was 'Mon amie, don't leave, mon amie, don't leave, mon amie, don't leave...'

Tonight?

Fucking hell, motherfucking hell, why? Why the fuck do you do this to me?! Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you!
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nom "it will all be ok."

"it is ok."

"ok."
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hsg ...slide a mile 6" at a time on maynard's diiiiiccccckkkk.... maynard's dddiiiiiicccckkkk...

kinda like the way you're breathing... kinda like the way you keep looking away...
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unhinged om tare tuttare ture svaha 061203
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P the D "I will remember Unhinged's poem from 010108." 061203
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OooMmm it better not flood again... an inconvienient truth,
i feel like i must do something...
anything...
just to make some kind of action...
it seems more urgent than saving the 3rd world...
terroism doen't exist or rather .. it was always there..
think terroism is a means to control and scare people..
the IRA were much more threatening... we are used to this .. can't scare us bushy.

DO SOMIK YOU STUPID or i'll feed you to the PENGUINS ! you can make your own fucking boat.. no ones gunna want to help you after you fucked up thier world.
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OooooMmmm

(this mantra is not to be said out load... ony in your head)
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