need_for_change
Lilac sometimes I just get bored 030107
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p2 the soda machine
only takes quarters
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*nat* You cant change the way you feel,
(i could never do that, i could never do that)
But you cant tell me this aint real
Cause this is real

Good Charlotte
No. 14
Change
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stork daddy just so i can buy some... hot_coffee 030107
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Rhin i need a change...a real change. something that alters they way i look at things. someplace where the only sound i hear is my own. someone that gives instead of takes. somelove that time will stand still for. i need a dream...a real dream. 030107
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no use for a name I REALLY need a change! I am so bored of my life and i need something EXCITING to happen! I'm sick of the same old thing everyday...wake up, go to school, come home, eat, go to sleep, and start all over again the next day. And everyday wishing it were the weekend and then the weekend comes and goes quickly and then you start all over again at monday. I need an adventure in my life...like in movies where they have to go on quests and have to save someones life or the world and I wish i could have something like that....something to get me out of this rut in my life. 030107
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p2 be_careful_what_you_wish_for 030107
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sirflaccid I need a different kind of air. The weird thing is i kind of enjoy the winter weather. But this lack of "something" is killing me. I feel like such a junior high bitch. I think the change in earth's angle relative to the sun triggers an outrage of estrogen in me. I wish it were mating season. 030108
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Lilac sirflaccid is on his period 030109
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Lilac hehe 030110
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margadant11 Any time of the year can be mating season for a girl. I mean if a girl came up to me and said you want to go have sex I am almost one hundred percent sure I would be ok with the idea. I think that if a girl really wants sex they will have no problem getting it. Where as a guy has a much more difficult job... 030111
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jane that reminded me of this argument i was having pertaining to the double standard of males and females when it comes to sex. how come it's okay, even encouraged, for males to be promiscuous, whereas the females who are promiscuous are called sluts? i finally heard a valid answer but i still don't think it's fair. now i have to keep all my adventures a secret... 030112
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lie down dream 030112
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margadant11 Of course its not fair... I don't like it but that is how are society is if you want it changed you are going to have to fight and fight damn hard... 030112
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Nathan88 i needed it and i still really didnt find what im lookin for...i thought a change of schools would change my perception on college for the good...just not as i pictured it...i am sick of the small classrooms even though thats how they promote themselves...i want big lecture halls, i dont want to personally know the teacher so when i have a smart ass remark it wont influence my grade cuz they wont even know who i am...one day of class and it seems cool, but who knows, its only been one day 030113
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angie "When you feel your life ain't worth living, you've got to stand up and take a look around you then a look way up to the sky. And when your deepest thoughts are broken, keep on dreamin boy cause when you stop dreamin its time to die." - "change" by Blind Melon 030122
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unhinged i hate how i act
i hate how my relationships always end up
it's_my_fault
it always is
030122
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