change_is_coming sahba its has to its the only way sooner or later its gonna snap and when it does its going to be hell of a ride i can feel it already little by little its consuming me and when its done nothing stays the same 040624 ... sahba its like a rythm unknown to my mind comes down and takes me up in this dark cold world of hate and anguish where all you can do is pretend you are someone your not just to live within but my mind is breaking its cracking the lines are fading conscience altering and feeling is disturbing the thoughts run through the mind like stones in a steel cage with every move a trail of carnage in a mind so haunted where love feels like a trail of lost words in a time i never got to spend 040624 ... sab the wind this morning howled through the empty streets as i walked to the station and in the thud and splash of my boots down the road i heard him shout over his wind all those years ago ...theres only one animal that howls like that ... the street lights nodded for they had no choice he was he is connected to this city in more ways than even he knows and as i walked down the empty street the wind screamed around my head grasping my bones and i knew that change is comming 040624 ... three words trivial change_is_coming slow_days 051104 ... zeke change is a form of entropy 051104 ... god change is the only constant in the universe 051105 ... oren Thank god. 051105 ... flexible damn straight better had be. 051105 ... Piso Mojado now is my time 051105 ... 2 nickels 1 dime 1 penny and 3 quarters Oooooh..! Aaaahhhhhhh! oh YES, YES, YES! ooooaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh.... mmm. 051107 ... *Amy* yes, I can`t stand anymore you mistreatening me like this, I don`t care anymore, I don`t care if I loose your friendship, those aren`t frendship codes, and I`m not afraid, this is not the first time. but I won`t be sad, not for you. leave me alone, it`s my life! 051107 ... z change is a form of change 051115 ... TROUBLESUM change is inevitable... ...except from a vending machine of course 051116 ... Ouroboros om namayah shiva 070110 ... pete change is always coming. such is existence. 070110 ... nom change is always 070110 ... the awful truth well lately round this winter i been feeling sort of sab the kind of sadness sinks within the skin and makes you think you're bad makes you double-check the little thoughts that flash into your brain wondering if you can walk_like_abel or got the mark_of_cain when you wake up in the middle of the night, you been dreaming about all the questions of life and you're scheming about ways to make your days pass by the great days you need to love while you waitin to die lao-tse sage-ing through me he's speaking of change coming soonly forcing a switching of ways rearranging the river, not just blocking the flow and you asking me directions and i'm saying just go, just go you're asking me where and i know i dont know and if i knew then that wouldnt be the place to go anything in our minds in not conceivable as yet but change is coming i can feel it and i been feeling sort of sab 070110 ... jane loose_change 070111 ... Ouroboros horizon tipping point on the swimming block (swimmer's take your mark) shit hitting the fan inside_opens 080116 ... z is change here? 081217 ... Lemon_Soda Always. Always changing. 081217 ... . the authorities have lost anonymous_wins 120217 what's it to you? who go blather from