and_i_dream_of_you
Doar sometimes dreams come true,
when I dream of you...

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080923
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unhinged fuck_my_life
holding hands with you
is so much nicer to think about
080923
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unhinged (i have lived in my imagination since i was a little girl. my imaginary worlds and friends have always been so much more comforting than reality. e-s-c-a-p-i-s-t)

i bet you hate every man that you date
and you're probably addicted to all kinds of escape
(sic)
the_waitress by atmosphere
080925
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In_Bloom It's always a treat to hear your voice
The voice I've never hear
And I smile at your touch on my cheek
Your fingers I've never known

I can live on and be loved
When I dream of you
080926
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mahayana more than I should. 090119
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RoxRoxx its always diffrent but the same, You still love me even after all this time you never stoped loveing me, and I you, somehow I am freed from my current life and come back to you as I've always wanted to but I'm not who I was and your not who you were and disapointment hangs in the air like toxic fumes and then I awaken glad it never happined and yet still unable to stop missing/loveing/wanting you... I cant get you out of my mind! I know you want to be found, u've applyed to 5 social sites always useing your real name and putting a picture up but not really partakeing in the site itself... U want me to find you, and I have, but we can never be what we once were, expecially consittering I'm married but oh how ~TEMPTING~ it is to just "friend" you just once on one of the sites... I torture my self with this, your just within reach an yet theirs nothing I can do about it. Feels like I'm standing at your front door and your on the other side and all I have to do is knock, yet instead I flee... I Miss You - I Miss Us - I Miss You 091009
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Jurisprudence Dangerously
You are standing still and I am backing into you
I'm trying to shout for you to safely move away but I can't speak, can't move my feet
Helpless
I wake up angry because you're the last person I want to bother with my crazy sleep patterns and night fits
Lying with you, easing into sleep is better than any dream of mine
091009
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Kashak And blackness comes again. The People call it sleep and there is talk of dreams... but I do not dream. Instead I float in the inky blackness of my own mind and wake up feeling unrested and empty. What is this blackness? It is a dream in which I float in the sea of my emotions. They have become blackened with the poison of negative emotions and loss. But then I am not swallowed up and consumed, why? It is of you that I dream endlessly. The blackness is not poison or negativity... it is simply the result of ignorance and disconnection. My link to you... a TV turned off. I can watch it all I like, but still it remains black and unmoving. Bring the remote with you when you come back, eh? 091010
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past the dreams are best when i wake up and see that it's you i'm holding. 091011
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