i_tried_to_be_friends 402_325_6058 woot 000807 ... lost it seems like i am the one who tries to be a persons freind and gets shit on. but now i know who i can trust and cant. 010501 ... elana they dont want me. they think that they have enough friends, that they dont need me. but they judged me before they knew me. bitches@! well, its their loss. i know i am funny, and cool to hang out with, so they could just stick a pole up their ass for all i care. because i am stronger now. i dont need to be accepted by people like that. who would? 010501 ... unhinged i have fucking tried to be friends my entire life. i'm his only friend. friend friend FRIEND. i'm starting to get neurotic at the mention of the word friend. it makes my hands shake and my heart tremor. 021117 ... devalis tried is the operative word. 021118 ... silentbob but you wouldn't listen... and now you must die. 030116 ... p2 which was rather selfish of me 030116 ... no reason sometimes... i don't know what i try to be... i don't know what you try to be, if anything... i just know that i need you in a way that's much more than this. 030116 ... je5ica but you just had to suck, so i had to do away with you... this does not make me self righteous... it makes me a genious. 030119 ... Altar ...so hard. I tried so very hard. But you never even looked my way, you never even tried. I'm nothing to you... ...so why do you still matter so much to me? 030119 ... hopeunknown I tried to be friends with you you only corrupted me and laughed at me, and I regretted something so stupid i drank your poison and you took away my purity as we walked together in silence, I realized my hatred towards you burned like the sun was inside my fucking soul, and my eyes radiated the fire towards you but you were indifferent to it all they forgive you so easily but I never will you infectious disease your name just makes me grimace you don't even care... bastard 030119 ... niska ...and you got all confused. now we're both hurting, when we could be laughing together and having fun just being alive. 030329 ... Aimee but you wouldn't have it. You wanted something more. I wanted what we had. I could stand living in denial. You just couldn't... you had to have it all, and when I caved in, you made false promises and ruined everything. Jesus Christ dude. 030330 ... cake friend_is_a_four_letter_word 030330 ... god but you killed my mother! 030330 ... niska aimee, you finished my thought for me! thanks :) 030331 ... unhinged still trying, but i still twinge everytime he says another girl's name. i want to hurt him the way he hurts me. when it comes to him, i don't want to be friends. i should just stop lying. 090225 ... danny the real advantage of calling everyone honey-child. the more someone loves the more they are capable of expressing affection, communicating under pressure and maybe getting corrected by someone who will lesson. someone else giving the life lessons. you can just get the candy of distance and not being needy as that person comes to you instead of you doing the chasing. 090226 ... mahayana quite often the recent list on blather has a way of being quite spot on. sometimes her relevancy scares me and at other points she comforts. i_tried_to_be_friends honestly i did. 090227 ... Lemon_Soda Eris, thy name is Blather. 090227 ... plateau that remains to be seen 090228 ... unhinged consensual_heartache leads to consensual_nastiness fuck_you_lucy the heart wants what it wants it_is_what_it_is 120830 what's it to you? who go blather from