consensual_heartache TalviFatin We're entering this conversation knowing that at the end I will fall with such a pain that my soul will shudder and crack. But thats okay with you because..somehow..you are made of stone. Just tell me not to talk to you ever again. She has won. Admit it you cowardly bastard. Just tell me the fucking truth and be done with it. You already agreed to hurt me. 031025 ... Syrope well alright i wish you'd picked a better week but whatever 040314 ... In_Bloom What two people share as they balm their hurts against one another's kindness and hopes, however futile It's okay though because sometimes: One hit heals nine misses 090921 ... unhinged i still find myself hoping that he doesn't think it didn't hurt me too but his petulance immaturity probably stop him from realizing that it hurts me too not having someone to tell my day to to hug and kiss goodbye lonely lips make lonely hearts lonely hearts make lonely tears and too often lonely tears make cruel words part of me is relieved he moved not that far but far enough the risk of running into him lessened but the hope of running into him lessened maybe it's better i saw the path we were on and turned off it before all the base, greedy pain soaked up the way we loved each other in the beginning i do not regret meeting you i do not regret falling in love with you i do not regret leaving you 090925 ... unhinged there is a twinge of sadness in his eyes reflected i know is also in mine the difference between lovers and friends 091013 ... unhinged i saw your dad pull up to the walgreens as i was leaving but i pretended like i didn't and kept walking you called me a few hours later repeatedly from two different phone numbers and i called you back a few hours later (i think i just wanted to hear your_voice ) you sounded lucid rushed gentle but sad you hung up quickly today sucked everyday with the non_response sucks 100911 ... unhinged . 140710 ... unhinged you cut off our feet before we could even really walk together and i still dont understand why. you knew you were killing any chance of us staying together so you went the mean angle. it was wrenching ungluing separating we had so quickly became used to being smooshed together. our schedules. our bed. our bodies. our bathroom. then oops. maybe that all was a mistake. sorry_but i dont see a friendship in that (but that was the most painful breakup ive ever had. it was true severing of something that was me and you, something that we made together. we were happy. part of me still thinks it was unnecessary.) 140710 what's it to you? who go blather from