delirium
Leland
To what is this, a kiss, no,
Look for me and you will find me.
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sabbie you'll find her
in a swirl of leaves
you'll spot her
kicking up the sand
you'll see her
on a grey street in your dreams
you'll talk to her
when you're thinking about that painting

and when you finally meet her
hold tight to her
because between blinks,
if you're not very careful,
she will disappear
through a door you will not see
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distorted tendencies Those times when I can't look at you, my mind is in a state of delirium and I feel sick. 011013
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mourningstars tremens 011013
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lishan Look at the butterflies ! 020716
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mourningstars scotch on the rocks please 020717
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neverender delirium trigger

we're now up here alone, terror on the intercom, can someone save us?
systems malfunction, blast it this damn machine, over and out captain
something lurks, creeps on the counter top, somewhere behind you
parasitic cyst, i can't stand to watch, it's coming up and out of your chest

remember when we were young
sit up, right on the table, a photograph of earth feeding me a way back
frightened, i tear alone or maybe not the the only one there
hello... hello...when it rings will you answer?
there corner tall short stance, it's you...come on kill me.
you made a good friend to me but while you were outnumbered and torn they made us do good things...

oh dear god, i don't feel alive
when you're cut short of misery
will you pray it be the end?
give a look surprise, wide eyed to me
then you'll know just what i am
the scar that triggers your fear
come know me in a different light
now come know me as god.

run sand hourglassm, in my time will i be worth?
spin around carousel, when your horse isn't screwed in

dear god, i don't feel alive
when you're cut short of misery
will you pray it be the end?
give a look surprise wide eyed to me
then you'll know just what i am (subtle demise the legitimate cry)
the scare that triggers your fear
come know me in a different light
come know me as god.
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god it's a real city in austrailia 021009
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GibbyPhD Why must I decipher the meaning so,
My constant surveillance of the situation,
Unrelenting analysis of my feelings,
Stripping my senses to retain the control.

I need to relax relax shush.... relax.

I much prefer the Delirium I enter
When lying unprotected next to you
Freedom from my psyche and philosophies,
Just pure manifestation of my emotions,
Living in the moment, consuming it raw
Placing you on the center of my tongue and pressing upward,

You bring to me a taste of clarity, with a hint of truth that feels so right

So I crave that transported moment, when Im laying in your arms,
Our souls caressing, your breathing matched to mine,
And as our eyes rock back into gentle slumber,
Im encircled and overwhelmed by the Colors,

That are the exquisite Technicolor spectrum of Love.
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