temporary_self_imposed_silence birdmad because it seems my x chromosome automatically has branded me as a hollow insincere fuckpig incabable of anything other than some bizarre self-parodying angst i'm going to disappear for a while thank you very much i'll be back eventually (news i'm sure will bring a wave of ecstatic nausea to some...spew away) 000806 ... anon. This seems like an excellent option at this time. 000807 ... lovers lament don't leave birdmad. 001209 ... birdmad lover's lament that was months ago. things were strange i took a few days to get my head straight and came right back i do that sometimes 001209 ... lovers lament oh, sorry. it's so hard to tell when these things are posted. i just like to trail peoples' blathes until i end up with something interesting. 001210 ... Thanatos I've been watching for a while. I saw when Schleiffen_Man took his leave. He's still quite quiet. I hope it stays that way. 001210 ... Thanatos The bastard's been gone long enough. I'm happy 010401 ... the fist kittens we can resurrect him at any time buddy we have the technology so, watch your ass 010402 ... lost hmmm... I need to take off for a while. Get some stuff straightened out. I have to think some stuff through. If i dont do the right thing it could completely destroy how I live right now.I like this girl, and I think she likes me. She is a really good freind though. And on the other hand this person I met really likes me and I like her but I love my freind. i dont want to lose my freindship with her, but I always told myself if I had the chance I would. 010402 ... spelling bitch friend is spelled f-r-i-e-n-d thank you 010402 ... unhinged i can never get it to last more than two seconds 010402 ... Denna I used to play that game, when I was young. Start the day, and see how long I could go without talking. Maybe it was an independence thing. Maybe I was shy. Either way, a tad introverted. Temporary self-imposed silence. 010416 ... mon uow yeah 050320 ... unhinged and it's lasted almost two weeks now; not sure how temporary it will end up. me and her, we might have a permanent silence between us. don't know if i can go back to the babble falling out of my mouth with no one around that understands enough to pick it up, pick me up, dust me off, push me back into the world. what if it's not temporary this time? i don't have the energy anymore to keep trying. some of us, we need outside motivation to get out of bed, to bridge the gap. i get the feeling that i bother you. so i stay the babble, shut up. me and her, we might have a permanent silence between us. i make myself sick. 050321 what's it to you? who go blather from