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girl_jane I start a new life on Saturday. Saturday-I move to a place where nobody knows me, and where I know no one.

Saturday-I am whoever I want to be.
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jenicor cast away what was,
become whatever becomes you.

some rebirths are like the first,
bloody, naked, and screaming,
and others are the gentle release of a cocoon,
to emerge wet and wilty
but quickly infused with life.
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nomme every morning a_new_day 030818
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nom never finish 051101
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pete "he lays awake to pretend that he's doing fine with his notebook and discman for friends"

green and gray by nickel_creek
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Piso Mojado start_again 051111
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andru2356 the_firebird 051112
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andru235 WELL! i guess you all know who I'LL be named, next time... 051112
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andru235 does...does that make me polyskitematic? 051112
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jane turn_over_a_new_leaf 070517
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Ouroboros move 1000 miles away 080902
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dafremen Approximately 10 years of observation have led me to the conclusion that, as the old tales say, Saturday is a day for wrapping up old business, tying up loose ends. It's a day to expect delays and to avoid overindulgence. Saturday asks for a bit of responsibility, for it's a practical, no-shit kind of day. Don't expect anything begun on a Saturday to do particularly well over the long haul.

For this reason, do not begin new relationships, new jobs or start_a_new_life on Saturday if you'd like to avoid frustration in the end.

A much better day for starting_a_new_life would be Sunday.

A much better day for starting new relationships would be Sunday or Friday.

Accept a new job? Sunday or Thursday.

Of course, that's all superstitious nonsense...now isn't it?
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unhinged i want to shed this one like snakeskin
but if there's one thing i've learned
solidly in this life
running never solved anything
but wouldn't it be nice
to live in a city
where the people are warm
where i could walk in the street
arm in arm
in need of some love_AND_affection
my heart needs repaired
people around here only know how to break
deny
walk through life with closed eyes
and while my fingers are fast
my mouth is shut

some people are so easy to love
like a down blanket
easy to crawl in
i miss them
i want a new life with them



i want a new life
where this feeling of desperation
doesn't weigh me down
where someone holds my hand
doesn't offer me things they know i shouldn't have
where i have pillars to lean on
doesn't feel like there's anything underneath to catch me when i fall
my knees are scarred and bloody
all at once
i deserve a new life
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In_Bloom Yeah... some people run. Cowards.
Others push on through, one step at a time.
Each time a little closer to breathing out
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stork daddy i'd rather fix this one. 080904
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unhinged i guess there are some things in this one worth keeping. the job isn't bad for one. kids really can make me happy when nothing else works. 080904
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