today_is_the_first_fog pipedream WHEE! my sister and i took the long route to the library, eating the fog on our way. fog is stuff of fantasy. 031218 ... endless desire the first fog? it's fogging everyday. . . oh pipedream far away. but still? fog as an exciting experience. come to california, it's fogging every morning and then the sunshine burns through by midday. in june it's wonderful. it's called june_gloom because it's always always fogging in the morning. good old pacific. 031219 ... endless has an eraser! hahahahaha! change "fogging" to foggy. oh ridiculous. too early. 031219 ... Death of a Rose pillows and desires in the fog....hmmm.... i'm liking it already. 031219 ... pipers yup, pipers far away in the land of summer-most-of-the-year...pipers who lives for winter, sweaters and beanies and socks with stars on the bottoms. the idea of a kiss in the fog is scrumptious. like a kiss in the rain, only less drenching. wowza. 031219 ... Death of a Rose you make it sound very desireable pillow. very sensous. . 031220 ... pipers at least in my head it does :) i've got lots of grand plans in my head.. 031221 ... endless desire alas! the mystery...pillow is pipedream. so the marriage is between doar and pipe. oh ive been so confused. 031223 ... Doar hmm...didn't know we were still causing you confusion des. are you still going to attend and be a maid of honour. 031223 ... pipedream of course...can't get married without my blather girls! got your card, endless....was enchanted, you're so pretty! sorry i havent had time to email and sya thanky properly...will be sending out everyone's cards soon. 040105 ... Mr. Hubby Man don't believe that pipery pillow person 040224 ... knot meat fuck fuck fuck fuck shut the fuck up everyone. why is bill hicks dead? why did andy kaufman never win the belt? it's not just a fucking show just for you, or just for anyone. your world of personal beauty will fail you. your mythology will crash, its gods castrated unsymbolically. it's poorly written if it's a story. it's just a mess returning to a mess. and if you're on deck you think it's everything, but it isn't. and so if you really want to be beautiful, just shut the fuck up. stop making things matter, just let it go. stop making me feel inadequate for not being able to hold the creeping tide of doubt from my ivory towers as long as you. resignation loves company. 040224 ... knot meat even as we speak, some kid is being born who will be fat or obnoxious in high school and who will be mocked or who will hang on to the dregs of inclusion that the smiling, burning out, cruel and athletic youth bestow upon him at the cost of his constant humiliation and remembrance of his place beneath them. and they'll get to the top too soon, and so won't be as hungry as the late bloomers, the people whose dreams incubated in tech wizardry and book blowhards, who while they're retired in aspen or whatever, who maybe in the end will be spared the last moments of the electricians and plumbers, the sudden realizations of a budweiser frenzy, as close as they'll get to seeing it as it is. and how many people that you've worked with, lived in the shadows of or overshadowed, how many people you went to school with or knew from a friend, how many of them will lead happy lives? how many of them will live a life they wouldn't trade if they could? and shouldn't they be the teachers of us all? 040224 what's it to you? who go blather from