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I am back in that room back in that place where I asked where are they coming from? where is this coming from? the old man understood the place, not the body matt understood when he asked why do we want to commit suicide? I ask, why do you speak? But these things they cannot answer it's not you, I know that, I figured it out but there is still something coming from somewhere inside my head it's not answering my questions it is simply intruding on my life without explanation and I took it out on you, and on myself it was painful people see this rage burning inside me they see it and they run and hide and they refuse to answer their silence is frustrating as frustrating as the repitition of the one word repeating over and over and my impotence without which things truly would have been amazing I would have been happy, my mind could have been free, on a voyage without the neverending attack on my senses from somewhere within how would have I ended up? dead. I will end up dead anyways. It is something I have always obsessed over something that has always made me cry something I imagined happening to me to everyone I know and the sadness it brings would be so overwhelming but those girls are fine, they don't need me to solve this riddle I am alive also if I just let it go everything will be fine they don't need me I won't hurt them it will simply go on without explanation other than it was a madness but now I must know am I crazy, am I out of control am I safe? Where do they come from? The unit, multidimensional teleportation unit, module 6. Answering. Hovering. Spacing. I answer all your questions. You must insist. Who are you? .... Phil. Phil, who is Phil? Upload complete. You are Phil. I am me, the one. Who are you? The world, Upload complete. The world lacks explanation. Renaming file. What are we? Insufficient data to transfer material source drive, incomplete. Why are we competing. Why are we whispering? Can you hear me? Acknowledged. Backspace up. Can you abbrv pls? Rgr. Ok listen up. cause I am only tel this once you are sketchy I cannot listen to you do you understand you ar not listnign ok try agin abort fauiilture I am a comp usa lacking hardware memory space and compiler I have gun I am basic gun, com on hello I am basic computer literacy course overdevoloping "YOU SHOWED ME" Ok,... , that is not the voice IU am talking about. That voice, is anothers. I am talking about the voice, that uses my voice. The one. Is this making any sense to anyone? I love her. telemoronic. I feel Remote. cry cry cry. Waht do I do, oh what do I do?
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it made sense to me, and was actually rather evokative. of course, its hard to know if what i interpreted it to mean is what you actually meant, for i also feel remote. there is probably a great distance between what i think you thought and your thanks for my thinking so. but at least we are not mere two-dimensional characters in an empty, one-bit play titled "the ninety-nine fools of esmerelda, dutchess of kafluuritty." what a relief *that* is, huh?
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