i_just_wish_it_mattered_to_you beginning to end but then, no i don't, since part of the reason i like you so much is because you don't force shit. ever. and really, that matters just as much. 021130 ... Syrope because it matters so much to me. that's not reason enough, though. so stop caring at all. for my sake. or am i still not reason enough? 021130 ... Dafremen You are. It just now started to matter to me. If I had known that it had anything to do with you, it would have mattered to me a lot sooner. I'm sorry it took me so long to find out. I just hope it's not too late. You mean the world to me. 021130 ... Suicide Snowman You know, I could be nice and sweet and whatever and say, yes it did, you just didn't see that. But you know something... you're right... it doesn't matter to me. You kick me out of your house and say get out of my life and you know something.. I'm gonna stop caring. I stopped caring a long time ago. I just didn't think that I'd get hit so close to home. So fuck you, and leave me alone. 021130 ... screwing for virginity i wish that how i felt mattered to you, but all that matters to you is how i can benifit or entertain you. 021201 ... je5icafletcher save me. love me. whatever. i just wanna die. a year and you don't know a thing about me. you don't see in my eyes that i'm dying and that i miss who you were. how can you not see that i wanna die? and if you saw it, would it matter to you? 021202 ... Arugula Red don't you know my heart is orbiting around yours? can't you see, it matters everything to me. 021202 ... sabbie you know, im not sure i do, anymore. at least some days. 021203 ... girl_jane I_just_wish_i_mattered_to_you 021203 ... jessica so NOW you say it matters... "oh jessica, it breaks my heart to not be with you"... hmm..also translates to "my dick can't live without your steady fuck program" i am a fuck. you say there is love you say so much, but i'm not believing. I see the truth. i see your foolishness. i will be the biggest mistake in your repitoire. though i could rant on this subbbbbbject for days upon days, i must go study for a final exam...something you can't understand because you don't ask me how my day was. 021211 ... Syrope *sniffles* 021211 ... if you only knew I wish any thing anything @ all besides work, you, (expecialy you)automobiles and money mattered to you, thats all you ever talk about, and mostly I wish *I* mattered to you, you say I do and even go through the motions of careing sometimes but if that were true wouldent you also care about what I have to say and think and feel insted of silenceing me every chance you get? I really just don't understand why ur w/ me if nothing I say intrests you. Hell If you cared about me you'd also care about the fact that you ran off the few friends I had in RL and youd care that I'm trying to make new ones but you don't the olny thing you care about is running them off too and so the olny place I have left to talk is here, and even than I have to sneek around behind you back to come by for even the quickist of visits, why do you feel the need to silence me?? 021227 ... for the power, sometimes it gets overwhelming and its too easy. be assertive. (but who am i to say? Ivebeen in a similar situation, and this was my reasoning. I was a dominating bitch. I learned my lesson...but....yeah) 021227 ... Dustin* I just wish it mattered to you.... you don't see me like I see you.....* 030621 ... paranoid martyr but hell, that would make things too easy. 030715 ... Afro I just wish all those times we talked, it actually accomplished something. It seemed we talked and talked and talked, and nothing ever changed. I wish I still mattered to you. But I'm sure you don't care anymore. I'm sure you're over me. But just remember, I was there that day, and no one else in the world can ever say the same. I never threw you away after you betrayed me. Why couldn't you just smile, everything would have been fine. 030925 ... ferret it does 030925 ... Paul How? 030925 ... nomatter it always matters so fuckin much to me. But no one else seems to have any understanding. 031003 what's it to you? who go blather from