christ_without_the_cross () ( i like that you do not flinch from absolute statements. ) 061011 ... Christ without the cross thanks man. I like that i don't flinch either. Im crazy like that. I wish it was that easy to do it all the time in real life. Im getting there though. Lata playa. 061012 ... u24 you're very intriguing. 061012 ... Christ without the cross thanx. I think you are too. I've only been here for a while but i have learned so much since i have been here in this relatively short period of time. Well, hey. I might be here for a while. 061012 ... Christ without the cross Did that sound redundant to anyone else but me. I really should read my stuff before i send them. Whateva. 061012 ... youre very intriguing u24 061023 ... Christ without the cross thanx again 061024 ... . hey...that wasn't to you 061024 ... jane have you met baby_satan, teenage_jesus, or satansatansatan ? 061025 ... jane sorry, satan_satan_satan 061025 ... Christ without the cross I have read someof their stuff but i have not met them. Why do you ask? 061026 ... jane oh, no_reason... 061102 ... captcha blather_alias 061102 ... falling_alone i think these are the moments that make me happy and i should try to open up to find more of these. although this is the time that i'd rather not reply becuase you said you felt something and whatever that something is i'm afraid to shatter it by talking to you anymore. so here's where i tell you that i screwed up again. and asked the boy i think i may have fallen in love with if i should just give up on him. and the boy who used me ditched me for a sixers game. then i bought some black nail polish and i think this should be the moment where everyone cringes. insecurity is my best friend. when she stole your wallet, we went shopping together. but i got screwed over anyway by being charged too much. i barely speak in public, sometimes blather makes me feel clever. 061105 ... Christ without the cross Girl, you sound like me. Someones steals my voice as soon as i step outside. But hey, you are not falling alone and i wasted about a whole minute trying to think of something magnificent to say because i was probably trying to impress you. You don't need to be impressed upon. And i don't need the money that insecurity stole from me. i hope you got some nice stuff. But the important message in this is that you are not falling alone. there is at least one more person in this universe falling too. You won't ruin it by talking to me. Stop listening to Insecurity. She will neva be a good friend to you. If you stop i just might stop screwing her. But anyways, I hope to hear from you. And i hope you won't listen to that dumb ass suggestion of not talking to me. You are an idiot. i don't know why i said that. I meant to say that i like you. 061105 ... empty it pisses me off how hopeful you are 070114 ... empty i'm sorry, that wasnt nice i'm just jealous 070114 ... Christ without the cross Envy is a better emotion. try that one. Suggestion. i hope you like those. 070114 ... Christ without the cross p.s. Not that hopeful. 070114 ... empty you think you are so fucking wise dont you? 070114 ... Christ without the cross lol. It means a lot that you would say that to me. love you 2 070114 ... Christ without the cross And yes. i do 070114 what's it to you? who go blather from