ask_yourself d bring it on 010409 ... falling_alone asking me such questions over an internet line. while everyone around me won't let me clear my thoughts, trying to write this here to tell you i don't know what love is, i thought once i did, i can't tell you now... these words that bubble beneath the surface ephemeral and not yet ready to take shape.... i don't know what these words are security contentment confidence attraction lust and passion being being....with you, around you, but i don't need you, i want you. it's like_woah no other words only feelings. i once thought love those crushes in middle school, where my heart would flutter, the butterflies would stir, and no one would ever find out... i once thought love was perfect and no one ever got hurt... i once thought love was feeling like nothing would be okay unless you were with them and always with them.... i once thought love never existed... i once thought love was loving every nuance of the other person... i once thought love was loving them, even if you knew they didn't love you back... i once thought love meant pain... and now i don't know what i think, but bubbles beneath the surface that make me feel, feel like... like i'm whole, and nothing is missing. 070218 ... daf Is anyone really serious about solving our problems? Or are we just getting off on the food fight? We're too busy fighting over the dried skin of the onion to get to the layers that are causing our tears. Some important questions: 1. Do you belong to yourself or not? And if not, who do you belong to? Does anyone else influence your behavior against your will? Do you have the same influence over them? 2. What if our purpose here is to witness? What if the universe has developed its own witnesses to see itself, ponder itself and understand itself with? How are we doing? How much of the universe's untouched creation do you see right now? 3. Who is calling the shots, and has society gotten OVERALL better or worse for the rest of us by listening to them? If worse, why do we assume that they want the best for us this time or the next? Not sure why we keep arguing over the questions and issues that we were TOLD were important. It's seems to me, that getting back to discussing the IMPORTANT things, begins with the answers to THOSE questions. I could be wrong, but usually getting our bearings means figuring our where we are first. One way to find out, is to answer those questions..even if we keep the answers all to ourselves afterward. 210901 ... x . 210902 ... Montreal Zoom Truther The first two are unverifiable, but as for #3... The Presbyterians, and hell no! Why? Because they control the banks, their religion promotes terrorism, and they invented the coronavirus to promote their shell company, Zoom. You should know this by now. 210903 what's it to you? who go blather from