ask_yourself
d bring it on 010409
...
falling_alone asking me such questions over an internet line.
while everyone around me won't let me clear my thoughts, trying to write this here to tell you i don't know what love is, i thought once i did, i can't tell you now...
these words that bubble beneath the surface ephemeral and not yet ready to take shape....
i don't know what these words are
security
contentment
confidence
attraction
lust and passion
being
being....with you, around you, but i don't need you, i want you.
it's like_woah
no other words only feelings.
i once thought love those crushes in middle school, where my heart would flutter, the butterflies would stir, and no one would ever find out...
i once thought love was perfect and no one ever got hurt...
i once thought love was feeling like nothing would be okay unless you were with them and always with them....
i once thought love never existed...
i once thought love was loving every nuance of the other person...
i once thought love was loving them, even if you knew they didn't love you back...
i once thought love meant pain...
and now i don't know what i think, but bubbles beneath the surface that make me feel, feel like...
like i'm whole,
and nothing is missing.
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what's it to you?
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