the_waitress unhinged a city full of people and my favorite is that waitress she treats me like some type of common vagrant i see her everyday but there's nothing to say unless i decide to step inside of that cafe i only get to sit if i buy something to eat otherwise it's best to keep my feet moving down that street and goddamn she's a hard bitch she talks at me like i'm the bad dog that got into the garbage yeah i know that the toilet is for customers you ain't gotta tangle up the strings that make this puppet work it doesn't have to be a game of patty cake but it ain't like you don't know i sleep in that alley way and by the way i can see it in your eyes you're angry with your life not a stranger to the fight i bet you hate every man that you date and you're probably addicted to all types of escape you take it out on me that you're all alone when you know you got your own closet full of hollow bones watch the tone when you speak to old folks i'm grown; just trying to get out of this minnesota cold look lady i'm homeless, i'm crazy i'm so hopeless i'm suicidal daily if you and i can't coexist let's fake it cause i ain't got the energy it takes for this relationship i'm waiting for a city bus to flatten me and transport me to the everafter happily maybe reincarnate with luck come back to earth as a cockroach in your tip cup she says she's had it up to here she's gonna call authorities if i don't disappear i love her threats it rejuvenates my breath i give her stress for the reaction that it gets i got a pocket full of pan handle money on a cup of bad coffee and a stale honey bun in front of everyone she calls me bum but she notices my absence on them afternoons i don't come so here i am thorn in her hip holding down the corner table all morning with some corn chips ignoring the insults and evil eyes i feed off of them i wonder when she'll realize that's she's the only reason i visit the only woman in my world that acknowledges my existence and if my ship ever comes i'll miss it because i'm getting old and i ain't got much left to give it so there it is and i have to live with it i had the chance to make a difference but i didn't in the cafe bathroom drinking free tap water thinking damn i shoulda been a better father to my daughter atmosphere ( urban_bodhisattva ) 080626 what's it to you? who go blather from