sometimes_she
endless desire winks at her reflection in the mirror. 030711
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endless desire lets words go in one ear and out the other. 030711
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endless desire walks on water and feeds the people with fish and bread. 030711
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endless desire sometimes she dances into the night. 030711
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endless desire forgets her pattern. 030711
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endless desire feels unseen scars sting. 030711
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endless desire focuses more on yesterday than she should. sometimes she forgets about today and forgets about hope and forgets to live. 030711
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endless desire sits so still that you don't even see her. 030711
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endless desire cries. 030711
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ashmanzhou she is as she is therefore
and she will therefore be in thought
for thy own thought is thyself
and thy thought of her is what she
wilst be to thee

forever therefore thy thought will bend
to her as thy thought wilst bend to thee
and she will not comfort thee in thought
and any thought thy have will be itself empty

thou is therefore caught inside it
in pain and dreams undefined
as thy thought is forever be
and thy thought will gnaw at thee forever 		030711
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ferret and sometimes_she_doesnt 030711
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endless desire knows that if she squeezes her pillow tight enough, all her pain will go away. 030711
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. . 031129
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endless desire fights to let herself breathe. 031129
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endless desire lies on the floor and lets her tears wet the green carpet. 031129
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endless desire watches tv so she won't have to think. 031129
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endless desire looks at her naked body and is satisfied. 031129
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endless desire is not. 031129
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endless desire wishes she was a flower so she could be beautiful and die. 031129
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endless desire crashes into oblivion. 031129
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DOAR . 050727
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epithet . 050727
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kelc goes to sit on a chair..
but misses. 		050727
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. says nothing worth saying. 050727
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pSyche tries not to give up, and fails. 050727
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L0v3 Is Fr3 Dances. And feels alive. 060525
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endless desire misses a family that never existed. 061012
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endless desire wishes she wouldn't open herself up to so many people. 061024
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endless desire realizes she's fucked everything up. 061024
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endless desire digs glass into her eyes until she can see her reflection. 061024
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endless desire just needs a goddamn cigarette. 061024
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avemaria neel 061025
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sab finds beautiful things
unexpectadly 		070404
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darkened nights makes fucking no sense. does she even see through the haze she seems to hold so close? fuck. 070404
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darkened nights i repeat. fuck. off.


it's always hard when former good friends construct you as a nemesis against your own will.


was happier not talking than dealing with this bullshit. 		070404
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I used to know forgets who she is. 071117
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not our lady peace she needs to know i'm alive
but i'm flesh and i tear 		071117
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falling_alone wants the attention of other men, to understand maybe she is beautiful.

sometimes_she cringes away from their leering eyes, needing just the comfort of her lover. 		080129
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spoken sometimes she puts things in containers for no reason

forgets what she is talking about in the middle of a sentence and just laughs

drinks to much and dances on the bar

stands in the pouring down rain and jumps in the puddles then bitches that she has to mop up the wet footprints on the hardwood floors

writes and writes and thinks and thinks and drains her mind so she can fill it up with more nonsense

feels that to many people take them selves way to seriously

jams out in her car to ub 40's red red wine

farts quietly then raises her eyebrows and points at her husband

climbs trees with a sketch pad and pencil rolled and tucked in her back
jeans pocket and just draws what ever comes into view

eats cookies and drinks coffee at 3 am after a long bubble bath then does 45 minutes extra on the eliptical cursing the whole time 		090420
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Me. Fades away to nothingness. 210202
what's it to you?
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