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inferiority_complex i saw you last night

when i noticed i was staring at you at looked away hard

i was so scared

how i missed you

after words i wished i had smiled
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() ()( ) couldn't believe it. it was too much. it was like i didn't even know who you were.
you were just standing there. WHY did i look? i don't even know you anymore.

my mind needs to look away.
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thedunator I saw you in my dreams. I see you every night. I saw you in my memories and I saw you in the sky. I've been seeing you forever. Sadly, I will see you no more. You are gone for ever. The last time I saw you was history :( 010923
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nomme i was talking to someone else
about something else
but you were five feet from me
i could taste you
we have yet to meet
i remember seeing you
i remember
you_saw_me
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Dearest Helpless You were sitting at the bar, surrounded by your fans and a cloud of smoke... You spiked your hair... its getting so long.

You looked good. And she wasnt there. What Id give to sit you down and pick your brain again, you know, the way we used to. And you still look at me, with your eyes kinda squinty yet full of light, and that sly half grin, like youre hiding something...

What would I do if I ever had the chance to kiss that mouth again...
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p.o.t.u.s.a. it was incredible
mumbled these words at you
unintelligeable
mamamamama
ma ma mamamama
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tortuous it was unexpected
i walk in the doors and there you stand
the moment i gazed apon you
my heart jumped into my stomach

thats how i know
how much i care
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nom the other day on the road it caught me off guard but you didn't notice
i don't think

again tonight
my heart i was afraid you would hear it

i was scared you would see my eyes
i saw you
i looked away when i saw you looking at me

i turned left when you turned right just to avoid you

three feet i was standing from you listening to what the man was saying standing huddled around the maps

three feet standing just so i could be close to you so you could be close to me


will i ever know
i get things so wrong sometimes
it's so hard to say for sure
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blown cherry maybe flitting faeries are better suited to this life than people with elephant feet. 030908
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x you were incredible
nah nah nah nah
nahh nah nanana na
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p.o.t.u.s.a. see above, x.. 030909
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Rowbes: everyone is a naked stranger in a booth.

you: Leonard Skinner hat
little kitty
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Rowbes I do know how to spell Lynyrd Skynyrd, but I'm tired.

Don't hate me.

Actually, do.

Go ahead

Hate me

You know you want to.

is bitter
030910
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