closer
vicious please
hold
my
hand
as
I
don't
want
to
die
alone
000109
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misty god, please, I don't want the chasm between us to grow any wider. 000330
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gayle closer to thee i walk
beside you trembling
with heart in hand
and body without
000330
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lenore you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
help me i broke apart my insides, help me i've got no soul to sell
help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself
i want to fuck you like an animal
i want to feel you from the inside
i want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything
help me tear down my reason, help me its' your sex i can smell
help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else
i want to fuck you like an animal
i want to feel you from the inside
i want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
through every forest, above the trees
within my stomach, scraped off my knees
i drink the honey inside your hive
you are the reason i stay alive






trent_reznor. yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
040130
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hsgatincamail closer is to away
as
god is to trent

note: if i could start again, a million miles away i would keep myself, i would find away.
040409
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ethereal you can't get closer.
I'm an encased jewel and there's a forcefield that says "No touching allowed."
guess you'd better take a step back.
before the alarms sound.
that's right, don't come any closer.
040409
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hsgatincamail hes spiraling outward from center, like the golden ratio or the fibinnaci series.

nin, the name of the japanese sword means, "in pursuit of excellence"

so he goes spirals out towards all directions. ie:
i want to know everthing
i want to be everywhere
i want to fuck everyone in the world
i want to do something that matters.

.....and for you tool fans, spiral out keep going
040409
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ethereal I bet you'd like to fuck with my serenity. 040409
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ofsuch hold me even closer than this. i need to feel you in me 040430
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blown cherry It's like somebody followed me that night, Tuesday the 11th of January. Followed me and recorded all that passed. Then turned it into a scene for a movie, casting Natalie Portman as me and Jude Law as Mr Asshole. They took my every word and his every reaction, though with some minor word substitutions (such as abhor instead of hate and disgust) and splashed my insides up against the screen for all to see and almost none to truly understand.


Though I must admit I couldn't have cast us better.
050129
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becca AMAZING movie.

Just makes me want to weep
so much hurt
so much pain

why is it we must do these things
why do we have to
stab each other in the back

where are you baby?
come home soon
060602
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one that closes 081028
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In_Bloom "Always be closing."
I learned that from someone who could sell to just about anyone...
They even sold something to me
081029
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from