what_happens_now Soulesswanderer When I've lost everything I never had? 040510 ... soulesswanderer When I feel as though I'll shatter into a million peices if I try to move? 040510 ... soulesswanderer When all my plans are falling apart around me? 040510 ... soulesswanderer When the friendship i thought was so strong has disappeared like it never was? 040510 ... soulesswanderer When all I've ever known is wrong? When all I want to do is curl up in my bed and never leave? When I miss you so much I'm dying inside? When I never want to see you again? When I never want to feel you near me? When I never want to have thoughts of you fill my mind all day, and make me dream all night? What happens now that we're over? 040510 ... sould_dream_too You do what can, not what you should, or could, but what you can. Try to identify and grasp that which you have, in lieu of that which you do not. And... Talk to our friends, they care, I know they do :P 040511 ... lou_la_belle yes, what does happen now? now that the door has been opened with secrets pouring out and hidden thoughts flying past you. what will you say? what will you do? what happens now? 040511 ... cinzento You pick up a couple of pieces, and make yourself a mural with them. 040514 ... Deomis Do you expect me to just move on? I can't pick up the pieces of my life again, they keep cutting into my hands. How do you expect me start over when everything I knew and loved is gone? What happens, now that you've left? 040830 ... witchesrequiem huh....... do I want to try to love you? do I just want a fuck buddy? do I even care? will I ever care? 040831 ... demolition pam What do you want from me? Well, too bad, because now is the end of the scene and I'm not giving any more blood. Whatever you do is your business, from here on out, I don't exist to you. 040831 ... ... ...consider that "role playing". 040831 ... pete server: "chef, can i ask a question?" sous chef: "okay" server: "that 10 is mr layton and his friends--" sous chef: "i know mr layton. and i don't care." 040831 ... love & hate when everything is lost? when love is no more? when i still have hope for something that appears to be long gone? when i tear at my flesh for meaning? when i want to drill through my head to stop these thoughts? when thoughts of hurting myself are increasin? when she doesnt love me anymore? when i should give up but cant, not on her, not on my one, not on my katie... 040831 ... Jims Ghost that this bloodstain is here between us, should one of us wipe it away? scrub the book of thoth that we have bled upon? ensure that we seperate mutually_inclusive? love_leaves_me_bitter when you take_it_down, and of what I have left you've taken it as well with this fresh outburst. You are there and will remain there, with your tinfoil wrappers and the banishment from my home. I am here and will remain lost, with my hand across my chest and the hitch in my breath, even as this unstarted lady is fading, too caught up in the net strung across her current. I hate this torture, of self, of others. 040831 ... nom everything 060704 ... blown cherry I don't know. 060705 ... rage now iv taken the first step, and all of me just wants to turn around and run. into your arms. 060705 what's it to you? who go blather from