i'm_ignoring_your_selfpity hsg what right do i have to say, "you're right: your situation is hopeless."? 070829 ... i want to be your friend i need you to talk to me. i still care. even if you think i don't. 070829 ... tessa i wish 070830 ... CATCH 22 (strike) OPEN YOUR FUCKING MIND... SELF-PITY IS IN FACT SOMEONE SCREAMING FOR HELP NOT SOMEONE FEELING SORRY FOR THEMSELVES. IN HELL LAND, THE BEST THING TO DO IS IGNORE PEOPLE LIKE THAT, YOU KNOW WHY, BECAUSE WE ARE ALL LIVING ALONE ON THIS FUCKING PLANET, WE WERE BORN ALONE AND WILL DIE ALONE, WHY BOTHER HAVING ONE SINGLE FRIEND THEN ? "PSYCHOLOGY" - all you need to do is look how the word is spelt, then realise that we are always trying to make things more complicated than they actually are. Peoples problems come from the outside world, interation with troubled people and places. People struggle their whole lives to try to work out what is wrong with themselves, it is time for people to realise that their mind games are a product of this fucked up world. No one wants to be around people that are angry, depressed, moody and incapable, simply because they are selfish, people need to be understood and helped not IGNORED. To call someone a "sulker" and then ignore them is the most selfish thing you can do, you know why, because it is a call for help, a call to be understood. I LOVE SOLITUDE FOR THIS REASON. 070830 ... a is for aaaaaaa if only everyone understood that, maybe my life wouldnt suck so much 070924 ... catch 22 (strike) Most people don't really know themselves and a large amount of people hate spending time alone, they will clutter silence with a TV or radio. Maybe people don't want to stop and think, maybe they are afraid of what they might find but if they don't stop and look and deal with it, nothing will ever change and this is all due to fear. and what is fear ? fear of truth! facing the truth is pretty rewarding because it is real, a lie is an illusion and illusions are not so helpful when you hide from the truth (apart from your happy dreams and rainbows). Essentially fear is a protection mechanism which was initially only supposed to arise in a dangerous or threatening situation, it is interesting that fear has become something much more than that and for what purpose ? I always tried my best to face my fears because that is where the best experiences came from. Everything is Maya, on the highest level, when you stop fighting with yourself. Maya is the phenomenal world of separate objects and people, which creates for some the illusion that it is the only reality. People think they are alone that is why they have so much fear. Nothing to me really works on its own, i don't know much physics but i think you need at least two atoms or two components to make anything work. since when did blather have spell check? maybe a wizard implemented it? 070925 ... manic street preacher maybe tomorrow you'll find your way home. 070925 ... fuffle maybe one day you could do and have whatever you wanted if everyone else can, why not ? don't tell me theres not enough on this planet to make everyone happy. 070926 what's it to you? who go blather from