at3iam


	at3iam
uow	me and my emptiness alone in my lonliness at 3:14 nothing alters	040929
	...
uow	4:13 four thirteen	040929
	...
monee	at 3ten i am placing ten mini canvases as dogs across the water bark at bears i emptyfill my mindbowl to paint nothing	041206
	...
monee	and something stirs	041206
	...
monee	inside outside in tide	041206
	...
three words	at3iam catalyst project	050506
	...
nom)	here	050924
	...
nom	dreaming of sleeping	061105
	...
see	ah_fuck	061105
	...
misstree	crying as the girl dies at the end of the romantic movie. death is a kindness. let not your love live forever. keep its memory close, and put flowers on its grave, but let it pass in peace.	061105
	...
pSyche	shivering as i analyze shakespearian sonnets for a stupid class and also thinking i'm such a slacker.	061106
	...
klairchen	refusing to come in to the darkness of the work which lies ahead. yet my head still spins at the prospect of embracing him, then my heart will soar - singing.	061106
	...
when darkness falls	couple shots of jack_daniels and i'm writing poems, never to be seen by anyone but me.	061106
	...
nom	at almost 3 i am almost asleep	061106
	...
Ouroboros	14 past with the bed made up jetlag pulsing in my veins sleepiness strung out into return to reality of home	070118
	...
nom	at almost 3thirty i'm trying to fall asleep trying not to be sad it's all difficult	070118
	...
falling_alone	randomly i wake, thinking its time, damn only two more hours the room seemed particularity bright.	070118
	...
Ouroboros	sleep soon?	070121
	...
klairchen	then your heart will crumble. amongst some words, awkward and true...	070210
	...
Ouroboros	head full of dreams	070211
	...
nom	lonely trying to sleep the rain this city makes me way crazy i love it but it's too much too loud sometimes i can't handle it this everything the light from my phone is hurting my eyes	070213
	...
nom	wasting_money on words	070213
	...
nom	walking home in the heavy rain sans umbrella singing a stupid song quietly arriving at my apartment changing into my pyjamas thinking of conversations looking at the vaccination needle mark	070223
	...
stephshine	3 am is the best time for thinking if you still can at that time. it's also the scariest hour, not late night anymore, not yet early morning.	070224
	...
Ouroboros	I woke up and tiptoed to the bathroom, where I saw his shoe on the bathtub ledge. Got back under the covers and repassed-out	070226
	...
Ouroboros	goodnight_blather	070926
	...
klairchen	into this blue again...	071001
	...
pSyche	Crying erratically and attempting not to drip on my india ink art assignment, and I am shocked and amazed that there will be another three hours until I finish.	071001
	...
klairchen	aware that you are never going to read this, anyway. or see the resulting smile upon my face...	071125

	what's it to you? who go	blather from