arielle Nate Higgins My love for you is eternal may it be weeks years or heaven forbid lifetimes I will be here for you waiting happily for you to find all you need I can give you and all I need is for you to let me give to you 991030 ... Nate Higgins I am sorry you cannot let me help you find what you seek I love you so: I will let you go to see if love will bring you back to me 991030 ... unhinged she reminds me that everythings_not_lost 020112 ... unhinged she sees pictures of me and points and says 'nikki' i was afraid she would forget me, her being so little and me being so far away, but i suppose she remembers. i miss my buhbee. 030924 ... unhinged look at you the cream of the crop the best of the best and i love you better than all the rest i love you better than chocolate ice cream or pretty flowers and bows i love you more than snowflakes and bright hawaiian rainbows my baby doll my smart little thing better than a princess maybe almost a queen i eat up your smiles like bread i drink in your laughter like rain my baby doll my smart little thing yeah i love you better than anything 040915 ... anon my sister brat 040915 ... unhinged the older she gets the more she amazes me my cuddle bug angel baby couldn't ask for much more except maybe an equally cute precious precocious little brother named owen giving headbutts flashing dimples laughing and asking 'where's cole?' 050913 ... unhinged you are my meditation when nothing else can make me happy you might have been three i can't remember if your brother was born or your mother was still pregnant with him but you were old enough to get out of bed on your own and you knew i was sleeping in the guest room i heard you calling for your mom who slept with earplugs and then i heard the pat pat pat of your feet stop at door that i had purposefully left open you didn't think i was there even though when i tucked you in the night before i told you i would be in the guest room so i flung the covers off my head and you giggled in surprise 'you get in here right now. it's too early for you to be out of bed. come lay with auntie nicole' you giggled some more and vaulted under the covers with me i might have squeezed an extra half hour of rest out of you before it was hopeless to think you'd fall back asleep and i got up like a good auntie got you your juice let your mommy sleep 100901 ... f for friend is that your name? i thought your name was 'thing'? 100901 ... f for friend are you a boy called "It" can you be a sex slave today? we need money to buy your dog food. 100901 what's it to you? who go blather from