taryn aimeekate quithoggingourhead 010804 ... aimeekate see princess? it was here all along.... just like i said.. 010804 ... melancholy baby awile ago you moved away. and i moved away. but even though we both moved away, we didn't move away together. it's wierd, not having you here for advice, or company.. sometimes i get scared that one day it will be different. that i'll call and it won't be the same, we won't have much to talk about... naturally we'll admit that we haven't made much of an effort. and naturally also, this will be followed by the resolution to try harder next time. but by then we'll already know that it's near impossible. maybe this will just be fate's way of disentangling our paths... like loosening a knot just enough to get a grip on it, and then ripping it apart. that's what scares me. but what scares me the most is the thought that maybe it's already begun... i miss you 030306 ... morganicpunkjoshRM You were alwas there for me even before i knew you. but when you asked me to be with you for ever, even though you are taller and 3 months older than me you still love me. we have been together on about 4 months but it seems like forever. even if i do next year to go a new school i will never forget you NEVER. WO AI NI 030605 ... Taryn S My name is Taryn and I wish people would listen to me. I always feel like I'm not important. Josh if you are reading this you say you listen but you dont (No offense). Nobody ever listens to me and nobody ever will. 030605 ... aimeekate (melancholy baby) THE UNIVERSE: i bitch and i moan and i winge but i also love and laugh and try to see the beauty in things. i know that as far as 'things' go, i'm getting a pretty good deal compared to a large part of the world's population. i figure as long as i still have the ability to stand back and reflect on what's important then there's hope for me yet. hope. *sigh* there are so many things in the universe i wish for you, princess taryn.. and none are less than what you deserve. if there is one thing i am most grateful for, it is that i am beginning to create my tribe. i didn't find them and they didn't find me.. but one by one i am drawn to people that i can honestly say increase the value of my life. i wish i could have them all here with me but they are from all over the place and currently inhabit various spaces over the globe. there's one in canberra and her name is taryn and i miss her terribly. so... tell me about you. your universe.. tell me what shapes you saw in the clouds today and tell me about your plans for the year. i really want to try and do a better job of keeping in touch... i keep saying that. i know. i know. *sigh* - aim xo 050110 what's it to you? who go blather from