approaching_infinity h|s|g asymptomatically 100821 ... h|s|g asymptotic without_a_glitch 100821 ... unhinged antiderivative integral calculus the photographic_memory of high school math class the boys i crushed on when i should have been paying closer attention to the things my brain refused to understand 100821 ... unhinged i had calculus class in a trailer the high school i graduated from was fancy the trailer had dry erase boards instead of chalkboards my calculus teacher mr. berger (his name meant sheepherder in french; even as a teenager i had a dark sense of humor. it amused me that he taught calculus to high school students with a name like that) was drawing graphs on the board that were supposed to represent what we were trying to do, find, figure out 'find the antiderivative of the function of blah blah blah as the lower limit approaches zero and the upper limit approaches infinity' and i sat in class staring at steve's knuckles over his shoulder distracted by his big hands wanting them all over my body turned on as much as a virgin that only been kissed once could be turned on in calculus class and even as my skin ached i thought 'how the hell can something approach infinity? and how the hell can mr. berger draw something on the board that is approaching infinity?' the only reason i didn't absolutely dread calculus class was because i got to sit behind steve klosterman (he was the boy i spent my senior year of high school writing love poems about and making mix tapes for. ) ten plus years later i kinda get it now standing on the golden gate bridge watching turtles get washed up on north shore going to an easter mass in vienna holding my niece the day she was born ah approaching infinity 100821 ... nit i bet you are one of those people that thinks Australia is in Europe. What did you learn in high school? That america is a separate planet? 100822 ... wit Yeah nit, wit agrees. 100822 ... unhinged wow. thanks for the gross generalization that all americans are vapid stupid idiots. i am very aware that australia is nowhere near europe asshole. your contributions to this community have been insipid at best. i have refrained from judging you until now, but you have made it impossible to keep my mouth shut. because i don't understand calculus, doesn't mean i don't understand geography or can't spot an asshole when i see one. quit flinging your ignorance around. it doesn't put you in a very flattering light. 100822 ... unhinged or maybe some words you can understand: shut_the_fuck_up 100822 ... ergo the nitwit brigade approaches infantilety 100822 ... nit people with pubes on their chin longer than 2 inches means that they are muslim hermoid phychos. 100822 ... flowerock approaching_light_speed 140201 ... unhinged the glitter of the frost in the sunshine the v of bare glass the sun had melted on the windshield the crow flies to the telephone wire i hear its shit hit the sidewalk the frost melts drops from the roof of the bus shelter sun glasses cold air a a a ( sadhana_of_mahamudra ) 140202 what's it to you? who go blather from