resenting_you johnboy It's a time in life right now that so many things are really starting to make sense and all the garbagee is starting to leave and all these resentments that I have been holding on to for way to long are starting to leave and you are the main and final one. You taught me way to much about myself and limits and taught me that life is shitty at times and I finally gacve a fuck about you then it fell apart but you lost not I I still love you but it's different and time has passed and I forgive you and myself. 010119 ... silentbob I can hear you talking and all i see is shit coming out of your mouth. Your ideas have no thought behind them, no real evidence, it's all bullshit. You talk so much foolishness and you so judgemental (read that as scared) 010119 ... unhinged i'm resentful of the set up i almost fell victim to. i should have seen it coming...the albino never urges anyone to do anything. a little too obvious there randy. but the only thing i got out of it was some drool on the back of my brand new hooded sweatshirt. and the more time that goes by i wish that i would have acted on my slut impulse but i'm glad that i denied you. 3 months is a long time to ignore someone and expect them to forget about it when you want a little ass. no thanks. 010119 ... misstree for the way you toyed with me, the way i toyed with you, picking at the wounds we had already dealt and growing closer because of it, tragedy multiplied. for being so far away one moment and inside me the next. for being gone. 010119 ... Morelen I resent myself 010124 ... j_blue for playing down all that i am so that you could be more (between us) for neglecting my feelings the way i do for being more important than me, pretty much all the time, even when i'm down down down 020114 ... j_blue for neglecting me for not seeing me because you were blinded by yourself for being more important than me 020114 ... j_blue damned blather glitch 020114 ... ClairE Don't_look_at_me_like_that. Don't_let_me_touch_you_again. You've been in my head for the past five years. I tried to leave you three times. Supposedly I'm gone but you are the only one who always knows when not to talk. Keep getting laid. Don't smoke too much. Get a job. Grow up and maybe I can talk to you again. 020115 ... ItGirl I used to resent you... that you had what I did not... whatever it is. But I don't want to be you, because you don't want waht you have can bring you... I will have to be content 030711 ... ofsuch it's way easier and more fun to harbor resentment than begin to forgive. i choose resentment!! so to all you in my past time and present time, fuuuuucccckkkkk you!! 111014 what's it to you? who go blather from