self_hatred unhinged kind of sick how it goes hand in hand with self_gratification 011214 ... Grievance that makes me sick. or as my grandfather used to say, "I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired." I miss my grandpa. 011214 ... ryen I miss your gandpa too. =( 040312 ... Bizzar it saddens me that these 2 words even exist together. if only everyone could see how beautiful they are in their own ways. not by the standards of what society says beautiful is. do they realize they are killing people? destroying them. unique is what is really beautiful. not tall slender bodies, or steroid induced muscle mass, or rhinoplasty. not big dicks or perky breasts. individuality is where the real beauty lies. and anyone who hates themselves... it is such a waste of emotion. i wish you could see how beautiful you are in your own way. 040312 ... the_lost There is so much self hatred in this world. What I fear most is that there is not enough. Yet the people today who hate themselves are the people the have the least reason to. It is the people who love themselves, who believe there can be 'no compromise', 'no surrender', that need to experience self-hatred-- if only for a day, an hour, a minute. Only when one stops loving themselves can they see the true beauty in others. 040313 ... bite_me is all i have i hate everything about me every fucking thing please im in torment being in this ungly, ungainly body why am i in this body? why? i look around see all the people who love themselves i want to show them how i feel if you knew how i felt if you felt that way you wouldnt be such FUCKING DICKS!!!!! you hear me you motherfuckers? try hating for once look outside your little bubble of conceit you want to bully me? bite me i dont give a shit what you think nothing you could say could even rival what i think about myself it just adds to it NO FUCKING MORE! when i block you out maybe ill have a chance to stop hating i cant see past the awful shell but all you 'beautiful people' you can go fuck yourselves because you you and your snide spiteful comments you made me doubt you made me wonder you made me cry you made me hate and now i realise what you did so fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you every single day i see this awful exterior i hate myself are you happy? you did this to me and now i cant get out of this i can never see what other people tell me they see just wait wait until you feel this you'll never say shit to me and about me again and i'll be there to see how fucked up you get. 040313 ... Andrew Sier I suck. 040727 ... finite evil twin 040728 ... Lila Pause Comes in 54 different flavors. One for every part of your body. And then some. One for every attempt you ever made. - And some leftover for when you didn't even bother. I consume it. It consumes me. My teeth are full of cavities. My life is full of holes. But, what can you do? (There, there...try some raspberry fool) 040728 ... minnesota_chris I'll take a scoop of mint chocolate self hatred, please. On a paranoia waffle cone. 040728 what's it to you? who go blather from