midnight_pill
whitechocolatewalrus oh for the pill
sitting upon the windowsill
cat and me
cat and me
(me me youyouyou)
a pill to sleep
a pill to keep
there is no pill
no pill
no pill
nononono no
no
its late
and i want to sleep
to breathe and snore and sleep
sleep
sleep
cant count my sheep
there are no sheep
no wool
no warmth
no heat
i need
my pill
no pill
no pill
no sleep
no sheep
ihop...e
that we can all agree
we don't have
to get along.
031227
...
Death of a Rose so let it pass,
this little shine,
it will perturb,
it will divine.

upon the shores,
of heaven spent,
clouds are cores,
give with intent.
031227
...
whitechocolatewalrus midnight still
reverbrant waters
rush unto my feet
the sand..
it sinks between my toes
these lovely dreams
will be mine to share.
031227
...
Death of a Rose cadence met, swallowed twice,
values kept, pleasures vice.

compound strong, openly wept,
tinman wrong, solvent is kept.
031231
...
whitechocolatewalrus the bottle is empty.
soory, i didn't mean anything.
the days go so slow
but the years go fast.
when will nothing
ever be enough?
031231
...
Death of a Rose to comply in her grip,
to weep openly in her gaze,
to drown in her want,
to bargain with her need.
040101
...
whitechocolatewalrus it was not for want nor for need
but pure curiosity
bought in a bottle.
dispose of waste and
lose no tears
over lost prophets.
all this pain
and all this strife;
never knew how much trouble
i could be.
040101
...
Death of a Rose as such is grandoise and sage,
a small pill at midnight would suffice,
to ease the heartache of my loneliness.
040101
...
whitechocolatewalrus all is gone
and all is failed
this pill
for none to take
shall secret your desires
and cover your fate
oh never so joyed
to realize i could
hide my soul.
040102
...
Death of a Rose so when the temptation has grown inside my head to the point of explosive madness, will i swallow you down with a splash of water, then listen quietly to the breeze as it enters through my partially opened window.

this small chemical release.

.
040103
...
whitechocolatewalrus the breeze bathes
my body in delight
waiting for the sun
to shine its warming rays
upon my heart.
hoping all this will fade
hoping for everything and more.
wishing upon a midnight leaf
mistaken for a star
a never ending breeze
to soothe my thoughts.
040103
...
Death of a Rose feel the slow release of feeling,
the subtle wash of tension fleeing,
knowing slumber will beg me in,
please protect me from the abyss of my nightmares.
040103
...
whitechocolatewalrus there's no safety in dreams
my medicine shall set me free
no other way
for serenity
cuddling in the arms of emptiness
i will not dream
i will not live
there's no comfort in sleep
security escapes my mind
and i know nothing.
040109
...
Death of a Rose if only it could erase the day, this pill, and all the other days and nights, falling behind me as bread crumbs for the ravens.

these fragile thoughts and marinated embraces.
040110
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