i_should_go_to_bed bijou but i'm all alone. and i don't think i can sleep. 010926 ... kingsuperspecial me too. I'm blather_not_sleeping but tonight I'm choosing to be alone, though it doesn't seem to make a difference right now. 010926 ... lost well my mom went to the hospital about and hour and a half ago. right now it's 5:22. i should really go to bed i have to test that can dramatically change my grade tommorow. 010926 ... Aimee I should... my head is pounding because I hardly sleep anymore... but I can't cause the extent of my eating today consisted of a sub, 2 poptarts and a bag of chips I didn't really like.. then I got sick... so I don't think I've technically eaten, hence why i can't sleep... my tummy is screaming.. feed me aimee, feed me, you know you want to... 010927 ... petit potiron It is the barren desert Of the most unreachable part of the night. Three thirty am is not a time to be awake. I can't sleep I bet if you held me, I could fall asleep in your arms. 011013 ... TalviFatin only because I feel no need to be awake right now. Its 12:38 pm in the aft' noon. Just woke up, but I'm tired. 011013 ... baby satan you shouldn't go to bed; you should come to bed! hahaha! a-hahahaha! haaaaaa!!! 011013 ... valis i should. it'd be a lot better than reading the latest objective nightmare from cnbc, usa today, fear & depression weekly ... i remember when anthrax was a band 011014 ... valis i suppose i oughta. it'd be a lot better than reading the latest objective nightmare from cnbc, usa today, fear & depression weekly ... i remember when anthrax was a band 011014 ... valis the discombobulated oops. 011014 ... Sonya the sullen feline I should go to bed but I can't sleep. The thoughts of him and my missing him keep me awake. Oh someone just shoot me now... 011014 ... kingsuperspecial I should go to bed. but it's on fire cursed ghosts are there. and the empty. chains to failed potential struggles lost dreams tears wreckage behind impass ahead cannot help myself and others don't know my depth and so I wait suspended on dreams that will fail me I have told them that's what I want gather my soul fill it with light hold it close to your heart hear it's song and do not fear it's blackness may come off on you though the hate and hurt will never die you can get to know it. and we will wear my pain like a badge and I will carry you on my back to heaven 011014 ... the hired self go_to_bed mon! 040307 ... peepers i have to because tomorrow's -- drumroll, please -- MONDAY! i fucking hate that day, but i must work and study and work and study and work to get what i need in life. 040307 ... jane too bad midterms have rolled around 040307 ... white_wave i_should_go_to_bed but _i'm_afraid_of_the_dark. 040307 ... notme i should go to bed but i'm afraid of my bed 040308 what's it to you? who go blather from