i_should_go_to_bed
bijou but i'm all alone.

and i don't think i can sleep.
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kingsuperspecial me too.

I'm blather_not_sleeping

but tonight I'm choosing to be alone,
though it doesn't seem to make a difference right now.
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lost well my mom went to the hospital about and hour and a half ago. right now it's 5:22. i should really go to bed i have to test that can dramatically change my grade tommorow. 010926
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distorted tendencies I'm really fucking tired. Goodnight, everyone. 010926
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Aimee I should... my head is pounding because I hardly sleep anymore... but I can't cause the extent of my eating today consisted of a sub, 2 poptarts and a bag of chips I didn't really like.. then I got sick... so I don't think I've technically eaten, hence why i can't sleep... my tummy is screaming.. feed me aimee, feed me, you know you want to... 010927
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petit potiron It is the barren desert
Of the most unreachable part of the night.
Three thirty am is not a time to be awake.
I can't sleep
I bet if you held me,
I could fall asleep in your arms.
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TalviFatin only because I feel no need to be awake right now. Its 12:38 pm in the aft' noon. Just woke up, but I'm tired. 011013
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baby satan you shouldn't go to bed; you should come to bed! hahaha! a-hahahaha! haaaaaa!!! 011013
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valis i should.
it'd be a lot better than
reading the latest objective nightmare
from cnbc, usa today,
fear & depression weekly ...

i remember when anthrax
was a band
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valis i suppose i oughta.
it'd be a lot better than
reading the latest objective nightmare
from cnbc, usa today,
fear & depression weekly ...

i remember when anthrax
was a band
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valis the discombobulated oops. 011014
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Sonya the sullen feline I should go to bed but I can't sleep. The thoughts of him and my missing him keep me awake. Oh someone just shoot me now... 011014
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kingsuperspecial I should go to bed.
but it's on fire
cursed
ghosts are there.
and the empty.
chains to failed potential
struggles lost dreams tears
wreckage behind
impass ahead
cannot help myself
and others don't know my depth

and so I wait
suspended
on dreams that will fail me
I have told them that's what I want

gather my soul
fill it with light
hold it close to your heart
hear it's song
and do not fear

it's blackness may come off on you
though the hate and hurt will never die
you can get to know it.
and we will wear my pain like a badge
and I will carry you on my back
to heaven
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the hired self go_to_bed mon! 040307
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peepers i have to because tomorrow's -- drumroll, please -- MONDAY! i fucking hate that day, but i must work and study and work and study and work to get what i need in life. 040307
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jane too bad midterms have rolled around 040307
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white_wave i_should_go_to_bed but _i'm_afraid_of_the_dark. 040307
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notme i should go to bed
but i'm afraid of my bed
040308
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