breaking_off
unhinged
i
gave
you
pieces
of
me
that
no
one
else
can
ever
have
.
don't
act
like
you
are
the
only
one
hurt
by
that
.
090821
...
unhinged
eyes_cast_down
afraid
to
run
into
you
the
coffeeshop
i
go
to
when
my
internet
is
down
is
on
the
corner
of
the
street
where
you
live
.
you
just
walked
past
,
five
feet
away
.
part
of
me
hopes
you
didn't
see
me
watching
you
walking
.
090822
...
unhinged
(
you
were
on
your
way
to
the
bar
no
doubt
.
there
is
a
big
knot
in
my
stomach
where
the
thought
of
you
used
to
be
)
090822
...
unhinged
today
for
the
first
time
i
was
close
enough
to
touch
you
but
i
couldn't
look
you
in
the
eye
almost
freaked
out
in
the
grocery
store
cried
walking
home
but
somehow
the
tears
wouldn't
fall
stuck
in
the
corners
,
eyelashes
i
couldn't
bear
to
feel
you
act
like
you
are
the
only
one
hurt
by
this
090908
...
unhinged
and
then
i
have
a
completely
sober
break
down
and
pick
the
scab
off
our
barely
healed
wound
by
apologizing
;
words
on
a
screen
still
able
to
make
me
crazy
.
i
knew
better
i
tried
to
resist
the
urge
to
get
the
last
word
in
i
tried
to
let
you
be
the
petulant
child
you
are
all
alone
but
yet
again
i
end
up
apologizing
for
something
that
takes
two
people
to
do
and
now
you
send
me
text
messages
like
we're
friends
guess
what
fucker
i'm
still
mad
at
you
for
only
seeing
what
you
wanted
to
and
not
taking
the
time
to
listen
to
me
like
i
listened
to
you
090912
...
blown cherryl
I
am
sorry
to
know
that
you
are
suffering
once
again
unhinged
,
but
I
am
heartened
to
know
that
I
am
not
alone
in
what
I
am
feeling
right
now
.
If
you
hang
in
there
,
I
will
too
.
090913
...
unhinged
that
suffering
is
tempered
by
a
long
stretch
of
absurdly
beautiful
weather
in
southeast
wisconsin
and
the
fact
that
my
brother
is
moving
back
to
this
continent
in
a
few
short
months
.
everything
changes
.
good
to
bad
.
bad
to
good
.
so
the
romance
part
of
my
life
is
currently
not
good
*shrugs*
i
have
put
more
energy
into
yoga
and
meditation
as
a
result
.
which
is
way
better
for
my
health
and
well
being
than
a
drunk
unemployed
convicted felon
of
an
ex_boyfriend
.
i
feel
the
pain
and
then
cast
it
on
it's
way
i
will
not
be
sad
today
(
solidarity
is
always
a
comforting
feeling
)
090915
...
unhinged
sad
really
that
at
this
point
i
can't
remember
why
i
ever
loved
you
.
i_was_afraid_of_this
100712
...
unhinged
i
don't
answer
your
calls
anymore
(
their
frequency
has
lessened)
i
cut
of
my
hair
(
i
was
growing
it
out
for
you
to
practice
cutting
)
my
thoughts
of
you
have
lessened
(
especially
when
i'm
with
him
)
i
have
even
contemplated
purging
the
things
i
have
left
boxed_up
this
morning
i
listened
to
that
voicemail
with
thoughts
of
deleting
it
but_still
i
pressed
9
instead
of
7
110610
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go
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