i_am_not_a_pretty_girl anne-girl . 051016 ... dipperwell that is not what I am 051016 ... ferret she doesn't think she is. but that's only because he says so. and he's only saying it so people don't think he likes her. we all know he does. except that he said no when she asked him to the prom. then got angry at her when his friend made out with her. i personally think he's a homosexual and is only mad because his friend (who might also be gay) made out with his other friend, who happens to be a girl. who doesn't think she's attractive. so it's all his fault 051017 ... andru235 according to whose standards, anne-girl and dipperwell?!? the guys i think are good-looking are rarely seen modelling or on the screens. there are almost zero male celebrities who i personally think are notably handsome. usually when i point out persons whom i find to be really good-looking, the company i am with is like "yuck" or "he is *not* cute". the airbrushed look of the men in 'men's fitness' and the women in 'vogue' (etc) seems creepy, to me...if i wanted to date plastic, i'd go to a sex shop. blah blah blah, eye of the beholder, but it is so true! standing in a field of [insert favorite plant], nobody is ever like, "ew, that plant over there is hideous!" every plant is exquisitely beautiful, differences and all. a favorite plant does not diminish the beauty of the rest. comparison becomes quite trivial, does it not? this 'beauty contest' business is one of those things that i take as a sign of warped behavior from overpopulation, sort of like those experiments with mice and stuff. isn't it kind of sad when models - who already are supposed to be so beautiful - get plastic surgery? physical ugliness is nothing more than a sentiment experienced within the viewer. if someone else thinks you are ugly, it's more of a comment on them than on you. hard to remember that in the moment, though... personally, i like to think that everyone is guaranteed 10% of their life being perceived by others as beautiful, 10% average, and 10% ugly. the other 70% is one's will or one's fate, etc. or something like that. anyway, i would be hard-pressed to believe that there is some aspect of you that isn't scintillatingly beautiful. and if it isn't your looks, all the better - then you can bring it with into your next lives. 051018 ... jane , i said. "lauren, you're so sexy," he said. "you've got something about you...somebody is either going to get it or not." & my body blushed because he was going to get married tomorrow, & his bride was my friend. 051018 ... Piso Mojado i am a woman 051019 ... ungreat It's true. not today and probably not not tomorrow. my bones are heavy and my thighs are thick and my eyes are sad and my mouth is wrenched into this grimmace. its not that i couldnt be pretty, its just that i know im not. what a sad difference. 080131 what's it to you? who go blather from