not_everyone_in_life_is_on_your_side sabbie .:hits forehead repeatedly:. fuckit pollyanna, why can i not remember that? damnbastardsdumbbastardsrazzafrazza grrrrrrrrrrr....................... 010516 ... . . 040128 ... birdmad and maybe if i was mick jagger it might be, but time sure as hell ain't either 040129 ... TK Now if we're being completely honest you’ll see that in actuality no one is on my side, even the few who smile to my face and say they are stab me in the back as soon as I turn around. You know I'd much prefer you be honest to me then lie just to make me "feel better" 040129 ... delial times like these, it feels as if i'm on one side of a chasm, and everyone i thought were my friends are on the other side, cutting the ropes from the bridge and turning and walking away. & i tell you how i feel, reaching for a hand to pull me up off of this, and all you have to say? "suck it up." i don't think ouch covers this. 050622 ... a chaotic gift to idealism i suppose that would mean you should "suck it up" and be even more thankful for those who still stand with you, or maybe it was just a cold gesture spout out by a cold heart. either way i dont believe it should be taken very harshly as, what other choice do we have in life when such things happen? I have always been surrounded by military men and that is their solution to everything. "suck it up boy!"... yea no shit... no time to mourn, no time to cry, no time for sadness. march on and continue life. i suppose in a way they are right but, i still like to mourn a little... just a little, and besides, someone will always be by my side to help me along, no matter how much i deny the fact. but hey... what do i know 050622 ... a chaotic gift to idealism Shut up! Our fathers were our models for God. If our fathers bailed, what does that tell you about God? Listen to me! You have to consider the possibility that God does not like you. He never wanted you. In all probability, he hates you. This is not the worst thing that can happen. 051223 ... syrope i want to get lost in this i want to believe that this time it's going to last but you don't feel the same way i do so i feel like i should be reserved maybe keep a backup plan up my sleeve if you go i'm no longer real you still have yourself and it doesn't feel fair 051223 ... SleepieCloud Thanks Chuck Palahnuik 080619 ... unhinged in fact, considering the billions of people on the planet, only a small fraction of a percentage give a fuck about you. and a majority of that percentage only care for what they can get out of you. sad_but_true 080619 what's it to you? who go blather from