my_mouth_is_tied
notme
my
arms
are
locked
blindfold
on
my
belly
button
my
feet
they
as
strands
of
hair
walk
the
sky
dancing
clouds
with
thunder
my
breast
heaving
the
pain
of
tears
my
eyes
clench
paper
wrists
this
skin
of
me
the
thought
you
saw
030912
...
oldephebe
now
,
if
i
could
write
poetry
like
yours
"
not
me
"
then
,
THEN
maybe
i'd
have
something
.
But
as
you
alluded
to
so
eloquently
we
are
all
part
of
a
continuum
of
souls
stricken
by
the
muse
,
the
progeny
of
diverse
permutations
of
the
First
.
What
must
it
have
been
like
for
the
truly
first
poetic
souls
,
rapture
or
did
people
try
to
tie
their
tongues
down
?
Did
they
try
to
imprison
the
Light
peeking
through
the
cracked
vessel
?
Did
they
partake
of
it's
healing
restorative
powers
?..i
wonder
..
i
harbor
a
hope
,
that
one
day
i
truly
will
walk
unfettered
with
the
choir
of
Light
..to
rare
are
the
occassions
i
have
the
chance
to
be
open
to
It's
epiphanie's...thank
you
for
sharing
this
...
030912
...
monadh
i
can't
find
where
i
left
myself
most
times
going
in
circles
i
sometimes
break
from
the
loop
and
a
new
circle
run
till
my
tracks
are
an
old
road
with
deep
ruts
inhibition
frustration
exploration
my
mouth
is
tied
to
everything
i
speak
everything
i
hush
the
words
i
cannot
align
030912
...
nomme
and
you're
welcome
and
thanks
for
the
thanks
(
see
i'm
even
more
tired
now
)
030912
...
oldephebe needs to chill
man
!
i
get
the
priveledge
of
reading
such
lovely
poetry
on
crappy
day
under
these
surly
northeastern
skies
-
monadh
!
how
can
you
guys
just
gush
golden
streams
extemporaneously?
wondrous
!
wondrous
!
wondrous
!
The
ire
has
been
relegated
to
a
dim
corner
of
my
consciousness
thanx
to
you
guys
umm
.."
not
me
"
nomme
and
monadh
you
have
no
idea
how
beautiful
poetry
affects
me
!!!
i
feel
like
such
a
dweeeb
gushing
like
this
but
..thank
you
so
much
for
sharing
this
morning
!!!
...
030912
...
oldephebe
you
shape
-shifter
you
!
030913
...
monadh
weeeeeeeeeee teehee!
hehe
g'night
oiche_mhaith
030913
...
monadh
no
matter
when
or
where
i
go
the
past
is
there
the
future
following
close
behind
me
composing
the
present
memory
031014
...
thieums
I
can't
tell
you
how
I
feel
I
can't
tell
you
what
I
am
Birds
are
dancing
over
the
sea
My
heart
is
full
of
sorrow
101202
...
unhinged
sorry_baby
i
was
afraid
to
tell
you
what
i
wanted
sooner
cause
i
knew
we
weren't
in
the
same
place
but
it
felt
nice
to
have
a
companion
for
a
change
190820
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from