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unhinged i didn't know how precarious your recovery was when i gave them to you. i'm so sorry if i hurt you. 050829
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Twitch What did you do? 190819
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unhinged i don't remember...that happens to me a lot around here now. i would write intentionally vague things at the time because i wanted to cover my googleable tracks (i wrote whole name specifically about the first person i dated here and his girlfriend found what i wrote and it was a whole thing) and then when i stumble across things from a decade plus ago i have no idea what they are about now.

looking at the date, i was in grad school and i was a pill head back then. i was prone to share because someone had shared with me and that was how my problem started.
190819
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unhinged some of the last things i ever said to you were horrible. time still hasn't taught me better.


where you silent out of wisdom or cowardice? maybe it doesn't matter
190819
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unhinged i am too stubborn to admit i need you now...but maybe that is ok since you already told me you don't want to be what i really need 190820
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Twitch I mean I'm open to it - I just really don't know you too well. 190821
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unhinged huh?

open to what?
190821
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Twitch Joking - was pretending that what you were saying was about me. 190822
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unhinged ha


i often miss jokes; especially when they are just words on a screen and of the ironic variety
190822
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