i_wanna_feel_you_breath_me endless desire she breaths in, calm. deep. filling. though, she never needs to breath out. i doubt her lungs know how to anymore. that's where he comes in, you see. as she sits, holding the air in her collapsing chest. lungs heavy and weak. slowly he breaths in, pulling the air straight from her lungs so she may continuing living, thriving, ever so slowly. smiling at the world, feeling she has made some sort of progress in her life. but they just turn their heads, and look the other way. in she sinks, hiding within herself. are you alone, girl? she breaths in, so exasperated crushed_by_life. why does she bother? the air remains in her lungs panic consumes ((cacophony)). breath out she screams to her body. but she is lost in fear until the boy saves her once again. pulling her with his breath, lifting her spirits to soar. she sits alone in the dark room on her bed with the sheets turn up and sneaking over onto the mattress, scratching like chalkboard screeches. she must tuck them down.ohgod. but the energy to do so escapes her. don't speak. it will just be a waste of words. she is a waste of words she is a waste of life. nonono. don't say that. please don't say that. she rises from her spot on her bed, but in defeat sinks down, back against the wall, curling into a small lump on her cluttered floor. a nail scraps her back but she ignores it. i want to feel you breath me. calm. deep. filling. oh, one more. complete. and then soco sings, And dreams came around you in a hazy rain You opened your mouth wide to feel them fall. trickle down. tickle your tongue. can you feel me fall? 030706 ... endless desire realization. from searching past blathes and finding a connection between something he said, "I want to breath you in Fresh and cleaned I want to see me here In your rapture You will get right through In truth I know just this My love Is You" ((cacophony)) connections always make my mind tingle. 030706 ... blather spellcheck Breathe 030706 ... ferret breate through a sponge, it's just like a drug 030706 ... endless desire well that's unfortunate, isn't it? i usually don't make spelling blunders that are quite so. . . everywhere. oh well. 030706 ... jane breathe_out_so_i_can_breathe_you_in 030707 ... imposter This was on three words. How fitting And isn't the cacophany connection startling? Still_true 030904 ... imposter cacophony* 030904 ... oldephebd endless i hadn't read this one yet - this one almost got to me, seriously - by got to i mean frog in my throat B E A U T F U L !! 030904 ... imposter Yes, it is one of my favourites, too. 030904 ... endless desire im stil bitter for forgetting the E. 030905 ... oldephebe remdial speller do i spell much? B E A U T I F U L!! yeah, that's it 030910 ... . . 090221 ... unhinged when i asked her when i grabbed her and held her so close i could feel her molecules moving mine she said 'i promised him i wouldn't leave him for you' and i walked her to her car and slunk back to the friendly hole she made for me 090222 what's it to you? who go blather from