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jane
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isabel says hers is amy winehouse. liz's was named Zil.
mine...... still kind of working on it. a name that is.
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jane
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when i was in high school i would go out with a red wig on & introduce myself all night as Margarita..
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Sugn estg *hic* shenzz
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How about, "Lady McZortlesgarf."
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jane
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there's no way i can pronounce that when i'm drunk. something simple yet simultaneously exotic.
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dafremen
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A few suggestions off the top of my head:
Miss Enine
Judice Prudence
Shazina
Madam Winnow
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jane
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it should be sometime relatively believable as well
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jane
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sometime=something
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somebody
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Hmmmm... pronounceable... got it.
How about, "Saskaline Zhorvoltselbolskyrav"?
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somebody
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plus, people could believe that one. you definitely seem like a Saskaline.
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Since it's pretty obvious you'll select Saskaline Zhorvoltselbolskyrav as your drunken alter_ego - after all, it is both pronounceable AND believeable -, let me just say "You're Welcome" in advance.
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jane
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i do like "saskaline" but i'm afraid that attempting to pronounce the family name i might lose my liquid lunch. that is, "hurl". also saskaline sounds like motor oil
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urp
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Wazup Slick?
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minnesota_chris
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I usually write after drinking a bit, so perhaps I need a sober_alter_ego
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sasha von bingenham
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It plagues me. Sometimes I worry that I use drinking on purpose to bring out the alter ego. I must know somewhere inside that it will come out soon after the tipsy fades to slightly drunk. Then I start thinking opposites of what I believe in my fleeting sobriety.
It happens every time or at least 96.9% of the time.
But I do know that I enjoy it until the next day when I'm full of regret. Then that regret will promptly fade away, just after I assure myself that I'm just behaving in such a manner, because I was drunk.
I don't know where the cycle begins and ends, this is certain. I can't figure out if I'm a drunk because I like to give myself an excuse to be honest, and in turn evil. Or if maybe, I am evil so I use the drinking as an excuse to behave in a manner I normally wouldn't, when I've let all inhibitions go. To feel totally honest, which is always a good and often terrible thing.
What a paradox in every sense of the word.
One thing is for certain. I won't be stopping anytime soon. My drunken_alter_ego loves to show herself. She takes the reigns and tells me everything is fine, just fine. This supposed loss of control feels wonderful. Almost more inebriating then drinking itself.
I'm addicted to her, myself. Narcissism has always been a weak point for myself, her. I love her, I mean me.
Actually we're just a couple of drunk bitches.
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