change_and_thought_and_dragging_on
no fucking idea
whaaaaaa?
020822
...
.
an
on
and
on
an
on
and
on
an
on
041128
...
magicforest
god
I
feel
like
this
right
now
I
had
a
dream
you
were
...so
apathetic
to
me
...
god
I
couldn't
stand
it
if
you
only
felt
complacent
towards
me
...
can't
stand
starting
to
feel
like
that
towards
you
...
041129
...
magicforest
i
need
to
give
up
this
lost
cause
it's
over
oh
god
,
I've
become
that
girl
who
always
says
:
it's
over
so
why
do
I
still
care
?
trembles
041129
...
unhinged
kicking
and
screaming
GOD
after
all
this
time
you
won't
do
this
to
me
i
won't
let
you
you
don't
get
to
walk
away
you
bastard
you
don't
get
to
leave
me
if
anything
i
should
be
the
one
hurting
you
finally
after
all
this
time
i
had
this
dream
last
night
that
i
tried
to
get
back
to
you
i
was
waiting
in
the
airport
and
thought
it
a
better
idea
to
pee
in
the
terminal
and
when
i
got
back
to
board
the
plane
they
had
given
my
seat
away
saying
i
was
too
late
it
had
only
been
five
minutes
but
my
window
of
opportunity
to
get
back
to
you
slammed
shut
in
my
face
phased
out
by
my
overactive
bladder
and
i
sat
in
one
of
those
horridly
ugly
airport
chairs
and
bawled
how
was
i
ever
going
to
get
back
to
you
?
you
don't
get
to
do
it
this
time
you
don't
get
to
hurt
me
this
time
you
don't
get
to
walk
away
you
don't
get
to
leave
me
i
was
going
to
ignore
you
first
anyway
it
was
my
idea
you
bastard
after
all
these
years
it
was
finally
my
idea
first
fuck_off
all
i
have
is
me
with
this
howling
empty
echoing_thought
because
even
though
i
finally
erased
you
just
like
i
said
,
i
have
this
dull
aching
in
my
heart
where
the
memory
of
you
used
to
be
041129
...
this
has
dragged
on
too
long
041129
...
fix
041129
...
unhinged
i
was
trying
hard
not
to
validate
this
asshole
with
a
response
but
(
and
yes
there
is
always
a
but
with
me
)and
my
repsonse
may
seem
somewhat
egotistical
but
i
find
'destroying'
of
something
i
wrote
rather
personal
.
yes
,
i
take
it
personally
fucktard
.
don't
you
think
that
maybe
i
think
it's
dragged
on
for
too
long
myself
?
my
words
are
a
way
of
working
it
out
of
my
system
.
a
friendship
five
years
in
the
making
,
however
lopsided
it
may
have
been
along
the
way
,
is
a
hard
thing
to
be
letting_go
of
.
clinging
is
my
way
that
i
am
slowly
growing
out
of
.
let
me
be
.
let
all
of
us
be
.
there
are
plenty
of
other
messageboards
for
you
to
destroy
that
don't
mean
nearly
as
much
to
the
people
that
post
on
them
.
eh
,
go
away
now
.
thanks
041130
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
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