i'm_an_actress girl_jane I should be able to do this. I can smile through it... Why do I do this to myself. I know I'll break eventually-most likely tonight... 030428 ... pipedream i'm an actress. i've been told im a good one. interestingly enough, i don't do facade, that's just lying....but i think i could manipulate people if i wanted to. 030428 ... trixie fuck acting i want to be a dentist and fuck this computer because i wrote something that was really good, but since i have been cting since i was wee i give up easily and i am going to have my stage mom do it for me. 030428 ... trixie no I'm not 030616 ... niska i've pulled so many high ones, i deserve a fucking oscar. maybe i should be using this talent for good, instead of evil.. meh! 030617 ... trixie god damn it! god damn it! ONE HUNDRED MOTHER FUCKING COCK SUCKING RIM LICKING ANAL PROBING DOLLARS FOR FIFTY FUCKING PICTURES OF MYSELF?!?!?!?! I could lie down in the middle of 6th ave. and die. let's all torch reproductions and kill william morris with his own dirty screen testing film. bring down god damn radio city and those perverted rockettes, fuck you and your height clause. (i will not be a midget in the christmas show just because i am under 5 feet tall! I have trained CLASSICALLY as a dancer for over ten years and i'd rather fuck twyla tharp with my nose than be your damn midget.) take 42nd street, mama mia, the producers and hairspray and let them drown in their own box office returns, theater stories and fucking outdated grease painht makeup. let bernadette peters bask in all the glory when we all know the bitch is past her prime. you can't put charles shultz in the sistine chapel and expect it to work. take andy dick and all his money from news radio and shove it up his mother fucking coke packed gay wad nostrils because phil hartman is the reason that douchebag still gets work. and most of all take that know it all slimey prick from inside the actors studio and put him in my life for a fucking day and then ring his method infested balls out and have david mamet ass fuck him until he actually feels something for the first time in his life and stops dreaming about his rotten and modly childhood into a god foresaken imaginary cup in some overpriced dank disturbing and ultimately. and i know I'm not doing this for the money. 030813 what's it to you? who go blather from